Returned Written by Julius. , Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 12:31 PM, in Labels: Lazy days.

It had been ages. This blog pretty much being abandoned. Well, recently, not really in the mood to write anything. Guess, I really become more introvert nowadays.

I shall say Happy New Year and Happy Chinese New Year, belated of course.

2010 was an excellent year, I gain a lot of things, experience things that can be either pleasant or discomfort. Still, it was an enjoyable one. No regrets for that I guess.

Being very uncertain, I drowned myself with lyrics and also manga. Totally ignored studies. Yes, 2 months ago, I made a decision, probably not worth mentioning but yes, I chose this route not because it's convenient but because for the better way.

In reality, we made a lot of decisions, affecting our future. Affecting how we will stand and walk. I regretted some of my decisions, but what I must do is continue walking forward.

Not to afraid of things that will return to haunt you. We are more than capable to ward off that comes and attack us again and again.

Talk about relationship, the starting point of 2011 doesn't seems great. I saw many break ups. This leads me to questioning myself that why would this happen when you firstly eager to start a relationship. They cited vast difference in culture and personality. Aren't we suppose to accept your partner however she/he is?

I am not speaking through experience, so maybe it's true that you couldn't accept your partner's real behaviour. Guess it is not a fault of either party then. What they said, "I wouldn't be happy if this continue, why continue the relationship?" can be true. This to me, seems like at the stage of boyfriend-girlfriend, it is like a trial and error. I might be wrong. I just hope marriage is not like the same thing. Although divorce happened, partly one of the reason aforesaid.

Ever thought that Napoleon was a romantic person? Look at below, he wrote a letter to his beloved.

Dec. 29, 1795

I awake all filled with you. Your image and the intoxicating pleasures of last night, allow my senses no rest.

Sweet and matchless Josephine, how strangely you work upon my heart.

Are you angry with me? Are you unhappy? Are you upset?

My soul is broken with grief and my love for you forbids repose. But how can I rest any more, when I yield to the feeling that masters my inmost self, when I quaff from your lips and from your heart a scorching flame?

Yes! One night has taught me how far your portrait falls short of yourself!

You start at midday: in three hours I shall see you again.

Till then, a thousand kisses, mio dolce amor! but give me none back for they set my blood on fire.

"Set my blood on fire".

Try looking for one, will ya?

Yo. Written by Julius. , Sunday, December 26, 2010 at 9:41 PM, in Labels: random

Dear me, looks like I haven't update this blog for super long while. It can't be helped, since, instead of blogging during my free time, I used it on other...particular things, of course. I guess, close friends know what I'm doing. Anyhow, during the absenteeism, I have usually, fall into some deep thought, regarding my actions of the past.

Reaching this year end (having holiday right now), countless of thoughts poured in. I'm figuring, no searching for an accurate answer. Old will be superseded by new. That's natural thing that I know but no one can actually leave the past behind as easy as licking the ice cream.

I meet up with my school friends (or rather juniors) today. It is good to see them again, after 2 years, more or less. Well, it is very nice to see the old faces and smiles. Wow, this sure brings back memories back in school days. I have left school for 3 years now. Back then, I think we really can do many things we want. Attending school without much worries. Partake activities for the sake of fun. Meet up with friends after school. And, the lively chat during the assembly time.

Somehow, now, 20 year old, do wish to go back even just for one day. Ha-ha. Figures, I missed school, although I did told myself I won't. Well, only if I didn't go for this gathering, I would never knew I had missed the old scenario.

Enough of feeling nostalgic. I doubt I would blog so much often now. Unless, I found the mood and time, I guess, I will post short, I mean, really short post.

Anyway, being of this age, all of my school friends are reaching into a new level of life. All the best!

New Quotation to share

Utmost hard work, utmost perseverance and utmost endeavour!

Fate. Written by Julius. , Monday, November 8, 2010 at 10:56 AM, in Labels: random

Fate usually plays a big impact to everyone. Sometimes, you have advantages, sometimes, you don't.

Fate played them out. Both love/like each other yet they cannot be together.

If only they goes according to their thinking, if only they say it, it will be different matter. Perhaps, their now is different. I urge you guys, if you like someone, don't wait any longer. Do it so, or you will regret it.


"If we realised our feeling earlier,
If we exchanged our thoughts earlier,
Our now will be completely different
The beautiful weather had turned to rain storm"

By Julius.

Hello. Written by Julius. , Saturday, November 6, 2010 at 9:35 PM, in Labels: random

Happy Deepavali. Yeah, it's a bit late, but wouldn't mind, right?

Anyway, didn't give much time to online during the holiday. But, I shouldn't leave it completely either. So, here, taking a bit of time to blog a little.

Holiday started on Wednesday, so, had been gaming a lot, movie-ing a lot, eating a lot and have some outing. Like today, went out with my old friend to the usual place (like we have no other place to go, sort)

Supposedly, today is my first time going to Karaoke. But, the receptionist gives us a bit hard time, we came and back forth. So, ended up, we couldn't go for one. For the first time, I witnessed my friend's pissed look. It's unusual sight. Usually, he's all calm, thereof, I learnt that no one can be calm. Perhaps, we faked a personal or something likewise.

We ended up going to some Japanese restaurant, Japin. I have no comment on this restaurant. After which, we went to Pavilion. Well, I gonna spare talking what we did, but just wanted to say Uniqlo have a lot of customers! Care to go for a trip? You gotta line a long queue. But, seems to be very fashionable. Perhaps, will go there, anyone?

The day ended with nothing much, we did all talk and eating. Chan, will try to get your ring if I ever go to Ipoh. haha

Tomorrow's activity is off, means more free time to play games (opps, not studying). Haha, as much as I tried to do something benefiting, I couldn't do much especially in my holiday. Something I must change. Perhaps, starts next holiday.

Anyhow, after this holiday, it's time to get serious. I don't want to go back to the past, and be afraid and get panic. It's pathetic. Must get serious! Plus, after this holiday, there's something I must do. I don't want to stop, Must keep moving forward.

And, remember, if you have something worth fighting for, it is best not to give up, you may think it's bad and you're gonna loss, but if everyone think the same, then it will be no one trying to invent/create something new. Great wisdom shared by my old friends. Thanks, it wakes me up somehow. Stay Alive!

Till then.

Abstract. Written by Julius. , Thursday, October 28, 2010 at 10:23 PM, in

"As much as I tried to be ignorant, and I hated that i did so to you, I don't want to do it anymore"