Returned Written by Julius. , Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 12:31 PM, in Labels: Lazy days.

It had been ages. This blog pretty much being abandoned. Well, recently, not really in the mood to write anything. Guess, I really become more introvert nowadays.

I shall say Happy New Year and Happy Chinese New Year, belated of course.

2010 was an excellent year, I gain a lot of things, experience things that can be either pleasant or discomfort. Still, it was an enjoyable one. No regrets for that I guess.

Being very uncertain, I drowned myself with lyrics and also manga. Totally ignored studies. Yes, 2 months ago, I made a decision, probably not worth mentioning but yes, I chose this route not because it's convenient but because for the better way.

In reality, we made a lot of decisions, affecting our future. Affecting how we will stand and walk. I regretted some of my decisions, but what I must do is continue walking forward.

Not to afraid of things that will return to haunt you. We are more than capable to ward off that comes and attack us again and again.

Talk about relationship, the starting point of 2011 doesn't seems great. I saw many break ups. This leads me to questioning myself that why would this happen when you firstly eager to start a relationship. They cited vast difference in culture and personality. Aren't we suppose to accept your partner however she/he is?

I am not speaking through experience, so maybe it's true that you couldn't accept your partner's real behaviour. Guess it is not a fault of either party then. What they said, "I wouldn't be happy if this continue, why continue the relationship?" can be true. This to me, seems like at the stage of boyfriend-girlfriend, it is like a trial and error. I might be wrong. I just hope marriage is not like the same thing. Although divorce happened, partly one of the reason aforesaid.

Ever thought that Napoleon was a romantic person? Look at below, he wrote a letter to his beloved.

Dec. 29, 1795

I awake all filled with you. Your image and the intoxicating pleasures of last night, allow my senses no rest.

Sweet and matchless Josephine, how strangely you work upon my heart.

Are you angry with me? Are you unhappy? Are you upset?

My soul is broken with grief and my love for you forbids repose. But how can I rest any more, when I yield to the feeling that masters my inmost self, when I quaff from your lips and from your heart a scorching flame?

Yes! One night has taught me how far your portrait falls short of yourself!

You start at midday: in three hours I shall see you again.

Till then, a thousand kisses, mio dolce amor! but give me none back for they set my blood on fire.

"Set my blood on fire".

Try looking for one, will ya?