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"ula...ula...uuuuula"

That's what I first heard when I accepted the call from my friend Z. His codename by the way, I mean, Z.

I don't know why he said that and I have no idea why, but, is for comic relief purpose, I guess.

Anyway, I'm seriously insulted this afternoon. Watafak? Grrrrr. Where is my motivation!!!!! Look, watafak I'm doing here??

Well, this picture I got it this evening, while I was walking toward the restaurant. I saw that cat buka kangkang and slept off like there's no tomorrow. Eventually, the cat knew what I'm trying to do, well, you can see the head, right? and you have no idea how long I took to upload this one single picture!!

Anyhow, I had this new policy in my life which is to sleep early. So, I'm gonna sleep for now. Nights.

So yesterday was Earth Hour! You guys know about it right? So I took part, and I don't knon whether readers had tempted to try it out when I first talked about it in previous weeks.


So this is before, I was quite excited, check on the time, check things that I need for later. While, mum was as exited as I'm except my dad.


Sharp 8.30, the whole thing became like this. haha! Well, only my house. Others...and the Hong Leong bank's management didn't join the campaign, so the streets lights running as usual.

Thanks to my parents, that they are willing to tag along, otherwise, I will just shut myself inside my room, well, do my part at least. hohoho

Anyway, many friends of mine, said by just one hour is not enough, is true, we had been attacking the earth for like many, many years, one hour, won't help that much. Moreover, is only happened once a year. I don't think there's a billion peeps out there had join this campaign.

Oh well, remember not to be late for next time, you see, my buddy, Sylvea, she pleads to join, but she's 15 minutes late. LOL Remember the time!!

bye!

First of all, I would like to congratulate Ayush and Mitchell for being together!!
haha
Ayush had waited for almost a year. Now, they are together.
Ayush you gotta buy me beer, okay?
I totally wish you guys hapiness.

I catch a certain phrase today, it said, love will conquer everything. Ha. Funny one. Do you really thing so? A guy like me, will mostly put money first. And yes, money will conquers, not love.

The thing which brings me to this is that, is totally a crap. You encounter a problem, do you tbink love will help?

Anyway, I drawing nearer to the reunion. To remember the thing is...sad.
Seriously, I don' wish to do.

I couldn't sleep yet again.

I was rolling on my bed till 2am.

I'm tired but I didn't get my sleep.

Urgh...I had been like this since few months ago. I wonder am I having

Perhaps, the date is approaching me. How can I forget about it.

I always believe that as long we had one another, our wish will be granted...

It never happens, yet I still continue believe in it.

When the time comes, I will know the answer.

Think again, what if I never met, would I be the same?

I think I won't.

The promise I made with. I won't forget.

and so the wish.

And people getting weird.

I don't seems to understand about human now.

They did things that I didn't expect.

Oh gosh, whatever man.

That's it. My work is done. I'm no longer the same. After 2 crazy years of being part of it, I can say I should stop working on it for the time being.

Saturday, after my SPS class finished I had to rush out and go to Ipoh, started lar my journey of 1 and half hour reaching Cameron Highland. Yeah, my mum can drive like any F1 drivers.

Okay cut the crap, I went on meeting Vincent, and they took me to some place, where what we do was just sit at the restaurant waiting it to start and we do some introduction and run off to Ipoh. But of course we went for some farm before we left Cameron.

By 7 something we reach Ipoh, they drove like 2 Fast 2 Furious peeps, crazy I tell you! Every single minute I'm worried like hell...

Anyway, performance starts at 9pm, bunch of us went on the stage to introduce ourselves.

About 11pm, is my turn with Melissa to sing a duet. Yume No Tsubasa, a japanese song, you guys can get it from Tsubasa Reservoir.

By 1, the performance had end.

I would like to express my gratitude to Vincent, seriously thanks for choosing me and thanks for trusting me. Many thanks to the crew, who had helped my countless of times. To my gurus who tried to enhance my vocal, you guys have my thank. And to my friends out there. Thanks guys.

Okay the next day I gotta rush back to Cameron to meet my parents. Vincent allowed me to go without joining them to Pahang. So, taadah. Here am I.


My lunch on Saturday.





LOL this is funny!!

So, see you guys later!!

Busy day.

Well, I thought after mock I could have a 3 days rest. I think is wrong.

The performance had been reschedule, changing it to tomorrow night. Yay....
And the location is in Ipoh....all the time I thought is in Damansara...
Okay, the best thing is tomorrow morning I got class. Great isn't it? I have to be at Ipoh by 5pm. Vincent can't get me there because, I'm not the only person under him.
He has to take care of other. And I know, you guys will say that I should just skip the class. Sorry man, the extra class is special, is the LLB lecturers teaching is Law. Is a great experience.

I don't mind making myself tired because of this.

Anyway, I have to wear formal clothes...that's mean...blazer...
this is the part I hate. I dislike getting attention from people. Is kinda uncomfortable.
Let's just hope people will just think I'm normal.

And thanks again to mmy mum for helping me, other wise I really had to skip class.
Dad is not gonna read this right? hahaha

I got to go now, got so much of work. Finally, I'm buying my freedom. 2 long years in the showbiz. I'm stopping for education purpose. I think I will it. Vincent if got part time work for me, just call me!!

One more thing, thanks to all people who had gave me support. Thanks ya to my friends who being very considerate due to my work. And those people out there thanks for attending those mini performance, although is not best, but thanks for coming!

Have to run! See ya this monday!! BYE!

From the beginning, I just think we are just friends But time goes by, without rhyme or reason, I fell in love with you"

this is the man who said like that to his future girlfriend to be. He never cares about the girls past (yes, something bad...really, really bad)

I'm surprise. If I'm that man, will I do the same? You know, the guy know about girl's secret from the beginning. He always protect the girl and cares about her. Amazing guy indeed.

Anyway, I wish them happiness for externally


I received a call this morning.

It was someone reminding me the day.. She thought I forgot about it..

ha.ha. how can I forget about it...Is so much important for me..

yet it brings out the most...Never mind.

Is not important anyway.

p.s

I still got 3 papers to go!

see ya around!

When you feel down...
you want to know something that can pull you up and stay away from external slumber..

What I feeling now is totally unbearable...I'm very tired...sick...I need energy...

Where can I find it?

Can things being unchannged?

I'm feeling like my life force is exhausted....

What can undone this?

Superman Xian needs his rest.
I took two panadol before I got to college...For the first time, two. I had been suffered some headache since few days ago. The best thing is, while I asleep I still feel the pain...I am more or less half asleep...You know, sub conscious mind keep moving is really a good rest...I think I will rest tonight...I still having headache (thank God I faint this morning)

My eyes getting some trouble...I guess I shouldn't use it to often...Side-effect is too high...I guess I had to stop using it...And I make a mistake this morning...perhaps my mind is not well...

The law of Tort and law of Contract proved to be challenging. I know where it stands. But...lesson learnt. I wouldn't do it any more. Is time to change.

Oh school holiday started...I saw many teenagers in the station. Oh joy....seeing them so freely. Urgh....the headache is really troublesome...dah la not enough sleep...now like that...

Before I go to take some panadol and sleep,

After the exam, I went home as usual. So like, later on there is one guy from Nigeria talked with me. His English is good. He's also doing law. We chat for some time (for a guy like him, he's brave I tell ya, BRAVE.) He mentioned all kinds of law. Haha He actually love to study law.

One thing that attracts me the most is that, he talks something like about our colour.
I got his point. Do you? Well, if you don't, what I mean is, we people should be the same. We have the blood, hair, love and stuffs. The only thing that makes us different is our skin. He's a smart lad. He choses his words wisely (I guess based on his traveling here and there, experience is such a great power) not to offend me. I wouldn't mind. That is the fact. Let's face it, people do discriminate. What his point is, we all share the common thing (at least we are human beings) and we still being more friendly to our own race. I hope to meet him someday (naw, the chances are low, and I don't like mixing strangers, that's why I didn't ask his name and so. Luckily he didn't ask.)

Well, I changed my I/D...I want back my old I/D..

urgh....

Panadol...and nap...here I come...

Yeah, mock exam is this coming Monday.

Hey Monday, I'm homecoming!!

LOL

and look at me, what the hell am I doing here now???

Aren't I suppose to study??

By the way, I certainly feeling sick. Seriously.

Well, today's SPS was a great class. The LLB lecturers are good. They are fast and furious. Seriously they are good.

SOMEHOW, my great day was ruined thanks to the BLOODY KTM. They LOVE TO DELAY. I was 15 minutes late. Not to forget on Wednesday I was late again, many thanks to KTM. Will you ever be efficient?

I guess readers also will get bored on me, I don't know how many times I had mentioning about this KTM issue. I won't stop, I guess.

Get a life lah (quoted from Sue Peng).

I should go and have my shower and sleep...opps...study.

later.

Revived.

Great news bring great joy.

Boy, I don't have a feeling.

But is good to know.

Sometimes you need to expect some bad things to brings great joy.

sick of it.

Sick of it.

Haven't got the mood to move around today.

I don't know what is wrong with me, and asshole, I'm not emo-ing.

Everything I go through now is BORING.

I'm lacking of something we call, excitement. I felt boring about everything right now.

Everything seems to be same. Seems to be boring. Seems to me nothing but a fat lie.

Geez, I don't know why I felt this way. Everyday is just seems to be same. I'm so sick of it.

And so many things now, pissed me off, take for example, The Earth Hour campaign. Many people out there doesn't seems to appreciate this campaign. Okay fine, I know that is hard for everyone to fulfill the requirement, shut the lights up for an hour. So is okay you can't but I expecting people to refuse politely and I have to look at your rude gestures. Fine, you don't want to join, not like I forcing you or what, but why the hell you guys have to be rude? Some even better, they think that I doing this because I get paid. What I'm doing is not for myself, The Earth Hour org did not I'm promoting this to everyone. Stupid you say? Gosh, do you really think I'm doing this for you guys? I'm DOING THIS FOR THE EARTH, not for you guys. Whatever la. I'm not going to help promote much about this campaign.

And now I get myself sick and tired due to over working. At anytime

Anyway, congratulation to those who scored well in their spm.

Happy Birthday to Cathy and Angel.



This is my ala sister. Cathy. LOL Sorry for stealing your picture from your facebook haha
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CATHY AND ANGEL!!
Hope you two will live in a happy life.
Get things what you wish for.

keke^^

Au revoir.

Hey there.

I didn't update my blog for few days. Wonder if readers were curious about it.

Anyway, there were series of thing happened in the past few days.
Starting with my works, where my perf will be take place in a private function. *dang....its collides with my Earth Hour plan. Anyhow, I'm buying the ticket to my freedom. No more regular talks about my schedule. No more strict rules. No more Vincent babbling about me. No more free sponsors. No more makeup. No more early-in-the-morning-sneak out of/into my house. No more reasons to be give to my mum and especially my dad. And so much so, that I think I'm going to miss the showbiz. Hell, no more practicing singing and modeling.

Sorry guys, I didn't show you guys the pictures. I'm actually aren't allowed to do so. To believe is up to you. I don't need to explain about it.

I think is worth my time. After all, my vocal has definitely improved. I will credit all those stuff in the future. With hopeful some pictures. Okay don't sue me! One of the songs I'm going to sing is Yume No Tsubasa. A song from FrictionJuction Kaori. You guys can find it in Tsubasa Reservoir. And I'm not going to sing solo. I'll have a duet for the first time! And Sylvea, is boy with girl and ya, i know who is the girl already. Her vocal is great. I can't wait to sing with her.

For the past few days, I had been sadden by something. I can't believe that he will said something like that. You can forgive, but you never forget, hear before? Revenge is the sweetest thing to do. But one of my friends argued, is pointless to have revenge. I can only say ha.ha. I appreciate my friend being concern. But I guess, different people had different concept. And not to forget different reason to live, thus the raison d'etre. One of the people I known said that, Our existence is to do things with humanitarian and to do that, we must help the human. I can't see somebody will do that. In fact, somewhere around the world there will be people using other to gain their goals. Common. Strong eats weak. This is the basic rule in life.

One more thing, next week, I'm having mock exam. Geez, so fast. The revision starts after our mock. That means...our final is coming soon. I guess no more frequent online, I hope so. Online is like having drugs, kinda addictive. And Lily managed to pull herself. Perhaps I can, too.

Due to some problem, I had been sleepless night. Something pulling me from sleeping although I'm...so darn sleepy. What is wrong with the body. Not to forget my exam is so darn near...and now I don't know what am I writing. Wonder my spelling is correct. Both of my eyes are like clossing...ONLY...in the end I still can't sleep. Pressure up to my head? I don't know...I'm either going to take medicine to sleep...otherwise....I already having a big panda eyes....and doctor quack said if I don't sleep early...is gonna be harmful to my body and my muscle..

Why am I writing so much of things here? Readers gonna have tough time reading this...
I got class later in the morning...I should try to sleep.
Later.

Stolen tag from Alison

How old are you going to be when you get married?

Put an X in every box that applies to you.

Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[x] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You do your own laundry
[x] You vote every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[x] You think politics are exciting
[x] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends (durh.)

Total: 6

[x] You show up for school/college/work every day early. (around 0630 every morning, mon to fri)
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[x] You have never smoked a cigarette
[x] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You've watched talk shows.
[x] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[x] You drink coffee[caffeine] at least once a week.

Total: 13

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[x] My parents trust me
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[x] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[ ] You remember to water the plants
[x] You study when you have to
[x] You pay attention at school/college
[ ] You remember to feed your pets

Total: 20

[x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up. (duh.)
[x] You work out on a regular basis.
[x] You clean up your own mess
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type quickly

Total: 27

[ ] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[ ] You can say no to staying out all night
[x] You use the Internet every day
[ ] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it

Total: 29

Grand Total : 29.

Yeah, This is my ideal age of getting married. LOL

ANYWAY,

Remember to support Earth Hour.

(don't be like my friends where they had disagree to join the campaign. Although it was reasonable that they can't join but still don't be like them!)

Actually, my mood hadn't been good for the past few days, yea, many things had stucked in between for every now and then. I got angry/upset quite fast, as far as I'd notice. So, don't you dare to do something stupid, I will avenge on you by 5 thousand times greater than usual.

At times, I felt that acting is really tiring. As when your burden gets heavier, you will feel you really tired and leave. Then again, when there is something you couldn't leave behind or giving up on it, you fight back. What is your raison d'etre?
When you truly found yourself in a sanctuary, will you able to get your reason?

I'm looking for Avalon. My every own.

Earth Hour

I'm kinda had became a self-volunteer (LOL)
This is about our planet earth had been rapidly facing global warming. As readers had concern, the ice melting away, the temperature is getting hotter. Okay, here's the big deal, join the Earth Hour. Sign up, we wanted to collect over 1 billion supporters.

And the most special thing is, I hope that those who are willing to join
are also willing to switch off the lights for about an hour at 8.30pm, Saturday, 28th March of 2009. Just an hour of darkness, it won't kill you guys. If over 1 billion people out there are willing to just switch off the lights that will be your vote for earth while switching it on means you are voting for global warming. So be considerate, just shut the lights for an hour. An hour is not long. You contribution will be well aware and welcome.




I'M urging MY friends particularly that to join the Earth Hour. Friends, you may think this is really troublesome (ma fan some more), but you're not doing it for yourself or other people, but you are doing it for the earth, Our mother. So join them!


I'm doing my part, will you?
 

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