Feel. Written by Julius. , Friday, November 20, 2009 at 10:09 PM, in Labels: random

Haven’t got much time to update my blog lately. Yes, being pretty busy with classes, rushing to complete both reading and working assignments. In addition, I have private stuffs to attend, well at least not for today, I have my ‘break’ day.

It had been a very frenzied week, no less from the busy schedule of classes (this week, I even have Saturday class, not to forget I have compulsory class every Sunday) so, well, tiring you may say, but it’s something I had expected earlier, luckily, I had prepared my mental state, but still in reality, you do may be lacking of energy, spirit or something ridiculous, oxygen to breathe.

Hold your horse if you think I’m fanatical

I’m still in the process to enable my body to the suit the new system or lifestyle. And, of course we can suit to new things pretty fast, just wait and see. It just happens to everyone, just that we resist changing because we are comfortable with what we have now.

Stress level had slowly gained its momentum, at times, I do feel the pressure had got me in certain level of unreasonableness (so it seems that my heavy bag had become my sole victim, yet it really helpful in releasing some extent of tension). I glad that I bought books about Buddhism as it had been really affective in rebuilding my composure. One needs to incorporate virtues in life to enable one walking on to the right path of life and one to ends with an honourable way.

It’s in the late November now, the end of 2009 it just a month plus away, and Christmas is coming! I enjoy holidays that occur in December. Haha reason why, I don’t really know, just feeling unique. Christmas can resembles many things, if you may put aside of the true meaning of Christmas. Nonetheless, it’s something you would enjoy, especially, if Malaysia will be covered with snow. I’m sure many couples will have their day on Christmas, too.

Oh, one more thing, Chan, your mission is about to start soon. I do hope you will take action A.S.A.P! Remember, Act before you hesitate, and whatever is the end result, it’s not something you should really regret upon. In fact, you finally able to settle everything, understand everything and you may feel settle. Wish you luck, man! Let me know the result as well!

I realised something, ever since I couldn’t concur with my own feeling, I need to be placed in a special place (mountain for example) and then meditate. Seriously, I need to come up with a decision, a decision that may be very crucial and it may affect my system. A resolute decision is needed.

Anyway, another issue I would like address is regarding of The League of Volunteers for Animals and Children (LVAC). It seems to be rather silent, yes, but do not panic to those members, the group is still in healthy state. Just that H1N1 was reported to be greatly dangerous, thus activities had to be rearranged. Although, the disease, on the surface in Malaysia is like no news, but I definitely wouldn’t want to take the risk. What is the point of getting sick and then you can’t be a volunteer, after all, you gotta be healthy to be a volunteer, isn’t it? It seems to be persuasive for me say H1N1 is the reason, but the truth is that the members’ health is one of the concerns in the management. Nonetheless, don’t worry, LVAC will resumes its activities once the flu is subdued.

Politics in Malaysia is ever amusing. Yea, you can say I’m being sarcastic or whatever, the recent appointment of Anwar as Selangor’s Economic advisor, I reckon to be either for bad or for good. Not to say Anwar is all together bad or what, but I concur with Mahathir’s argument that previously Anwar planned to take the IMF’s ways, as he suggested it’s bad for the economics of Malaysia. Then again, another view is that during Anwar’s former position (Finance Minister), Malaysia had a surplus budget. It’s really a yes or no proposition to say Anwar’s appointed is bad or good. But, isn’t it something amiss by appointing him? I save the argument to people who are concern in this.

I do hope to see the MCA resolves the internal problem swiftly, seriously, they are not playing the game right. With all the recent news, what good will derive from being so uncultivated in dealing problems. Time is ticking, and problems remained sunken. Settle it soon, and soon the confidence may be regained. It’s up to their willingness and delegates support.

Anyway, got to go, till then.