Criminalise WAR. Written by Julius. , Saturday, October 31, 2009 at 11:53 PM, in Labels: occasions.

I went to this today.

More information and pictures next up. (maybe)

Attention. Written by Julius. , Friday, October 30, 2009 at 9:42 PM, in Labels: important.

A forwarded email sent by my friend. I think this is sufficient information that everyone should take note.

Crucial
Because of recent abductions
In daylight hours, refresh yourself
Of these things to do
In an emergency situation...
This is for you,
And for you to share
With your wife,
Your children,
Everyone you know.
After reading these 9 crucial tips,
Forward them to someone you care about.
It never hurts to be careful
In this crazy world we live in.


1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do :
The elbow is the strongest point
On your body.

If you are close enough to use it, do!

2.. Learned this from a tourist guide.
If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse,
DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM.
Toss it away from you....
Chances are that he is more interested
In your wallet and/or purse than you,
And he will go for the wallet/purse.
RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car,
Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole
And start waving like crazy..
The driver won't see you, but everybody else will.
This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars
After shopping, eating, working, etc., and just sit
(doing their chequebook, or making a list, etc.
DON'T DO THIS!)
The predator will be watching you, and this
Is the perfect opportunity for him to get in
On the passenger side, put a gun to your head,
And tell you where to go.
AS SOON AS YOU GET INTO YOUR CAR ,

LOCK THE DOORS AND LEAVE..


If someone
Is in the car
With a gun
To your head
DO NOT DRIVE OFF,
Repeat:
DO NOT DRIVE OFF!
Instead gun the engine
And speed into anything, wrecking the car.
Your Air Bag will save you.
If the person is in the back seat
They will get the worst of it .
As soon as the car crashes
Bail out and run.
It is better than having them find your body
In a remote location.

5. A few notes about getting
Into your car in a parking lot,
Or parking garage:

A.) Be aware:
Look around you,
Look into your car,
At the passenger side floor ,
And in the back seat

B.) If you are parked next to a big van,
Enter your car from the passenger door.
Most serial killers attack their victims
By pulling them into their vans while the women
Are attempting to get into their cars.

C.) Look at the car
Parked on the driver's side of your vehicle,
And the passenger side... If a male is sitting alone
In the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back
Into the mall, or work, and get a
Guard/policeman to walk you back out.
IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator
Instead of the stairs.
Stairwells are horrible places to be alone
And the perfect crime spot.
This is especially true at NIGHT!)

7. If the predator has a gun
And you are not under his control,
ALWAYS RUN!
The predator will only hit you (a running target)
4 in 100 times; and even then,
it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ.
RUN, Preferably in a zig -zag pattern!

8. As women, we are always trying
to be sympathetic:
STOP
It may get you raped, or killed.
Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking,
well educated man, who ALWAYS played
on the sympathies of unsuspecting women.
He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often
asked 'for help' into his vehicle or with his vehicle,

which is when he abducted

his next victim.

9. Another Safety Point:
Someone just told me that her friend heard
a crying baby on her porch the night before last,
and she called the police because it was late
and she thought it was weird.. The police told her
'Whatever you do, DO NOT
open the door..'
The lady then said that it sounded like the baby
had crawled near a window, and she was worried
that it would crawl to the street and get run over.
The policeman said, 'We already have a unit on the way,
whatever you do, DO NOT open the door.'
He told her that they think a serial killer
has a baby's cry recorded and uses it to coax
women out of their homes thinking that someone
dropped off a baby. He said they have not verified it,
but have had several calls by women saying that
they hear baby's cries outside their doors
when they're home alone at night.

10. Water scam!

If you wake up in the middle
of the night to hear all your taps outside running or what you think is a
burst pipe, DO NOT GO OUT TO INVESTIGATE! These people turn on all your
outside taps full ball so that you will go out to investigate and
then attack.
Stay alert, keep safe, and look out for your neighbours!
Please pass this on
This e-mail should probably be taken seriously because
the Crying Baby Theory was mentioned on
America 's Most Wanted when they profiled


the serial killer in Louisiana
I'd like you to forward this to all the women you know.
It may save a life. A candle is not dimmed by lighting another candle..


I'm urging bloggers or whoever who takes concern about this, to copy this up, and post it on your blog or in an email.

Prevention is the best remedy ever.

Another night. Written by Julius. , at 2:17 AM, in Labels: not okay at all

Another night.

Yes, another night of nasal blockage. It got really bad. I almost couldn't breathe.

That niht, I didn't took medicine, really have to blame myself for it (albeit the fact that, it normally attacks me suddenly, not my fault anyhow). Today, (30/10) I ate one, and as the night drawn closer, my blockage got really bad. I forced to eat some food (supper is really a big no, no for me, urghh) so that I can take another medicine.

Now, I think the medicine finally taking effect, I'm okay now. But, it seems something is making me to suffer.

It's 2.20 am, now. And, I'm still wide wake. Tomorrow, certainly, will make me burning around...

I don't know why, but I feel like my psychology barriers can't remain for a moment. I feel all kind of pain. No, I didn't hurt myself, of course.

I don't know why, felt very uneasy, very uncomfortable.

I'm really tired of all these. I need a break. Again, I need to recover myself. I'm dragged to the depth of ocean. I need to have my clear conscious mind.

The aura is surrounding me and building up very fast again. It's really something I need to get rid of it.

It's not a pun. Not like something for me to make up.

Maybe, I'm just tired. Forget about it.

Night. Written by Julius. , Wednesday, October 28, 2009 at 2:47 AM, in Labels: random.

Sleepless night.

Again, the nasal blockage being such a pain.

I wasn't sure how, but the sinus kinda stick with me for too long.

And, I still had to pay for the trouble of sleepless nights, occasionally.

The usage of vicks and nasal spray render nothing. So more often, I have to rely on medicine, which wasn't the best option, due to constant consumption.

Well, been busy writing my lyrics. I need send it for check up in about another 2 weeks time. I hope that I could sell it. Done with Moon, Searching for you and Dream. As far as I concern, these 3 lyrics, to me, kinda pretty good. And, which in turn, making me to feel reluctant to sell it now. Well, I consider this as an art, and to me, I will rather keep it than selling it.

Well, I have 2 different lyrics which is still pending in hand. The progress pretty stunned, I'm looking for resources until I had troubled/annoyed some of my friends. But many thanks to those who shared stories/fantasy/ideas with me. Appreciate it very much.

Throughout the process of writing, I had thought of my condition. I read lots of information about guys and girls, learned something myself and I pose myself with a question. Haha Certainly I'm not going to share with you about it. Perhaps my close friends understand.

Oh by the way, in and out, I had been writing a love song, whether sad or happy theme, I'm really got bored and running out of ideas. I think after this is really time for me to take a break from this a while, and focus on a new theme like my friend told me. Yea, I will, trying a fresh approach.

Alexander Wong, don't think you suddenly went offline, you can escape from my interrogation. haha Just wait and see.

Felt amazed when my friend actually spoken with GACKT! :D

Things boys may want to know. Written by Julius. , Monday, October 26, 2009 at 7:06 PM, in Labels: special

I copied this from my friend Justin's blog (www.icespirit88.blogspot.com). Thanks for allowing me to post this in here.

Okay, basically this for guys to read. But of course, for girls, too. Either way, it's interesting to read.

So, enjoy and read the thing! :D

"Confessing" is for losers. Seriously. It is the lamest way of letting a girl know you like her, and it is not very effective. Here's why:

- You're giving up all control over the outcome. All the power is now in her hands to either say yes or no. There's nothing you can do about it anymore.

- You're putting unnecessary pressure on her. Suddenly she has to decide then and there how she feels about you, when she may not even be sure herself yet. And she may be afraid of hurting you if she says no. It's not fair to put her in such a position.

- You're asking her to love you back. You don't ask for love. You offer it, and if she accepts, she will offer hers in return.

- You're setting up an unrealistic expectation. Since you asked for her love, she will tend to see you as someone who always has to earn it. She will see herself as a princess to you, because you played the role of a beggar to her.

- You're creating the impression that you're ashamed to have feelings for her. Because that's what a confession is - an admission of guilt or wrongdoing.

- You're making a huge dramatic moment out something very small. Liking a girl is ultimately a small thing.

Those last two points are perhaps the most important to understand. Just because you've met a girl whom you have the hots for, doesn't mean she's The One OMG!!!11 And wanting to date her doesn't mean you're asking her to promise to marry you ASAP. If you're thinking this way, then of course you're ashamed to admit you like her, because you're expecting far more than she can realistically give. You're probably doing all you can to keep your feelings secret from her and everyone else like a lovesick schoolboy.

Stop being a lovesick schoolboy. Mature adults are not ashamed of their feelings. Whether you've fallen head over heels for her, or you just think she's really really pretty, you should not be afraid to show it - to her. And you can show it in a way that flatters her, that makes her feel desired, and that does not make her uncomfortable.

1) Eye contact. You know how two people tend to not look each other in the eye for too long? That there's usually a time limit before both people look away? Well, if you like this girl, maintain eye contact just a little longer than the time limit. Look at her just a little longer than necessary. Then give her a little smile before looking away. Don't stare, don't glue your eyes to her all the time. Just don't be afraid to show that you like looking at her.

2) Make her laugh. It's one thing to get her to talk comfortably with you. It's another thing for her to enjoy talking to you, so much so that she remembers how much she enjoys talking to you. Be at your wittiest and most charming, put some effort into making her laugh. Don't be too shy to say something like, "Hey, wanna hear a joke?" Then tell her a dozen jokes, one after another. Let her know that you're purposely trying to make her happy.

3) Remember the things she says. Listen to what she has to say, then show her that you listened. If she mentioned her dog Poochie, greet her with "Hi, how's Poochie?" the next time you see her. If she mentioned she has trouble sleeping, ask her if she slept well the next day. If she likes a certain TV show, find out when the show airs, then ask her how was last night's episode the next day. Better yet, watch the show, so that you can talk about it with her. You can even tell her you didn't like the show - the fact that you watched it just because of her is flattering enough.

4) Physical proximity/contact. This is a tricky one, so be very careful. Position yourself closer to her - not too close, but a little closer than normal. You know the distance between friends, and the distance between bf and gf? You want to be exactly halfway in-between. (And better make sure you're wearing deodorant!) Similarly, give her a little touch every now and then, but be careful. Touch her shoulder when you want to get her attention. When talking to her, pat her on her arm to emphasize a point; if you've gotten close enough to her, you can try her thigh. When walking together, put your hand on the small of her back to guide her in a different direction. Just don't let your hand linger there too long.

You know what's the best thing about all these? They are measurable. Meaning, you will know instantly whether or not they're working. If she likes you, she will return the eye contact with you; she will laugh at all your jokes; she will appreciate the fact that you remember things about her; she will stand close to you, and she will touch you. If she doesn't, then you'll know she's not interested. By doing these things, you're not only showing her you like her, you're also giving her the option of gently rejecting you - or subtly encouraging you.

And if you're getting all the right signals from her, it's time to move on to:

5) Ask her out. Just you and her. None of the rest of your gang. Nobody else. Yes, it's a date. It could be a movie, it could be a drink at a coffee place, or if you're really confident, it could be dinner at a nice restaurant. Don't treat it as if it's a big deal, as if by saying yes she'll be making a big commitment to you. Keep this in mind if she's reluctant - say, "Hey, it's just a movie/coffee/dinner, I'm not asking you to marry me laa."

And after you do all this, after you've got the date... then what?

Then you just let it happen naturally. And believe me, if you've gotten this far and the girl has been showing all the signs of liking you, it will happen naturally. Which may be a surprise if you've always thought that tackling a girl is a long, gruelling, agonizingly difficult task that involves a "confession". You may be surprised at how easy it was. Which is as it should be. (And don't give me that "if it's easy to get, you won't appreciate" nonsense. ) If a guy and a girl like each other, they should fall into a relationship easily.

This is how mature adults do it. And even if you are a lovesick schoolboy, you should still do it this way. Because it's the right way to do it.

Note: these are not 5 steps. They're only arranged in that order from most to least daring, but you don't need to follow the order - except that if you want her to say yes to no. 5, you should've gotten good responses to nos. 1-4 first. No. 3 obviously only works from the second time you see her onwards, but if you're getting signals from her during your very first meeting, then by all means ask her out there and then. They're not 5 steps, they're 5 ways.

So guys, feeling something? I'm not sure this works to most people, as different people have different concept. Plus, some people do prefer traditional thing, the confess and so and so.

As for me, I really find this really make sense. But, as a human as we all are, can't really predict how other may act. So, leave it to destiny!

Living in Malaysia. Written by Julius. , Saturday, October 24, 2009 at 1:28 PM, in Labels: occasions.

Two days ago, I witnessed something less ordinary. Well, to most of people will consider this as silly, but to me, it was really something different that most people will not (rare case even it's so) do.

I was at KL Sentral on Thursday to get my ride home, after all it's raining, so I don't tow walk all the way to the KTM station in KL, wouldn't want to get wet, because of my overly sensitive nose (but still, I still have this nose blockage at night).

Alright, save the talking

I was waiting for the dearest train to come, and for most of KTM users should know, we ought to line up and give way to the passengers to move out before we get in. So, there's these bunch of Indians beside me from another line, I think the leader (oh yea, I think that they were from India, working in Malaysia)of the group saw me and another person lining up, and he told his fellows mate to do the same, and pointing not to move away from the visible line.

I was impressed.

To see an immigrant (no offense to them) respecting the rules so much that I feel embarrassed that some of the fellow Malaysians will just ignore the rules.

Impressive.

I do not know what they thinking, they may just feel do not want to break the rules and ended up in hot soup, but the leader seems to be enthusiastic about it.

Well, just serve as a reminder, when there is people following rules, we ought to respect the community rules. And, the fact that, we, Malaysia should follow the rules set out by the rules we have and be example for foreigners so that they do not thinking otherwise about us.

Don't be like the people in the MCA where suppose to follow the rules but didn't. Smart attitude to be followed eh? They should just send to Attitude Adjustment course!

Random stuffs. Written by Julius. , Wednesday, October 21, 2009 at 3:41 PM, in Labels: short message

Am going back to college tomorrow. All the traveling to college and back, lectures,tutorials, SPS, lunch and so is coming back in my life. The feeling of rushing home, the ultimate tension of studying, the painstaking of walking and the aura of the the class.

Man, I can't help to say it again, time flies just like that!

I certainly feel that the my holiday just went to like 'wusss' like that. Well, I do enjoy my holiday, I can't ask for more, but I would prefer to laze around my house for like another week.

Hesitate all you like, you know what I mean?

I still sound and normal, alright?

All, stop complaining already.

Oh, it's exam season, so I'm wishing my friends (Ayush, Mei Fong, Maya, etc) all the best for your exam, do your best, keep fighting!

Oh speaking of exam, my mock exam is coming in 15th December. Look, next up, I will be like saying, "hey, exam's up! Look at the time flies!". Ha.ha Realise how much I like to say the same thing? But frankly, time really moved fast from year to year. It's October already!

Alright, assignments are waiting on my desk. Time to go.

Quotation.

"When one declares time is unmovable, one is speaking of death"

Go figure, alright?

Yea? Written by Julius. , Tuesday, October 20, 2009 at 10:23 PM, in Labels: random.

They said they can laugh in the rain, even they are upset.

Can they really laugh when they are so distraughted?

I doubt so.

Moon. Written by Julius. , Monday, October 19, 2009 at 2:58 PM, in Labels: random.

This holiday seems to be rather not productive

I spent the week with :

- games
- online
- going here and there
- eating, eating and eating
- sms and phone calls
- using the electricity like not giving a care to the world.

Well, this is what we call holiday, right? I guess that you're suppose to be relaxing after the hectic schedule.

I went to Mid Valley yesterday, mum wants to get something there, so I managed to go to my paradise (MPH and Borders), read the books there, and I read something about supernatural, I had interest in this ever since I was young when mum telling me stories about the 'thing'. I also had great interest in mystical stuffs especially the Greek Gods and so. And, yesterday I found those books which was intriguing. I can't really recall the name.

Yesterday, I also had the chance to read 48 Laws of Power. I wanted to grab this book for months, but due to this month....yet I still managed to bought this book home. When you talk about books, I'm highly anticipated, but I'm not a particular bookworm either. But I enjoy talking about books. :D So, I do have friends who love books, and we can spend the day talking about it. :P

Anyhow, my 'dear' Vincent called me just now, and wanted to do 3 shows. I was like...OMGOSH, I need money and this kinda...good opportunity...According to him, he didn't throw away my port folio and someone kinda saw that...now he wants me. Aiyo..
Well, remembering the strict rules and diet...really killing me...

Forget about it.

I had completed one lyric in which I consider it as one of the best. It took me 5 years to get it done. Years ago, I couldn't do it as it was really painful to think about it and write it. But now I could. It called, MOON. Many thanks to Gackt's song, Rain. No, no I did not copy, the theme was kinda similar, and when I listen to it, it helps me to fresh my mind. I dedicate this lyric to you.

Lately, I read in TheStar.com regarding Rights of Unborn.

This is something interesting where in our class we did some argument about whether it's rightful to do abortion.

Accordingly, some 42 million induced abortions are performed worldwide every single year, which translates to one in five pregnancies ending in abortion

Guttmacher

Can you imagine that?

42 million children might be born. Alright, the number is vague, but just say given 1 million soon to be born, don't you think it's like a genocide?

One interesting thing about the article was,

While the debate on abortion here has not reached the intensity it has in the US, we must teach our young the sacredness of sexuality and the need to make responsible choices.

SOME 42 million induced abortions are performed worldwide every year, which translates to one in five pregnancies ending in abortion, according to the Guttmacher Institute.

The rise in the number of abortions is viewed with concern by pro-life groups who see the staggering statistics as nothing less than genocide.

As for pro-choice groups, they continue to push for legal reforms and societal changes to ensure that abortions are safely performed by competent medical professionals.


Pro-choice groups emphasise the reproductive rights of women. They argue that the ability of a woman to have control over her own body, including whether to continue a pregnancy, is a critical part of human rights.

After all, the decision of terminating a pregnancy is going to impact a woman the most, and as such she should be given the freedom to make the choice.

Also, legalising abortions will reduce the number of illegal abortions, which are often performed in unsafe and life threatening conditions.

Furthermore, pro-choice groups advance the point that mothers and families will suffer intolerable strain if unwanted pregnancies come to term, especially in certain cases of teen pregnancies, unmarried couples, adultery, rape and incest. If pregnancies cannot be terminated, this will lead to a rise in poverty, hunger, disease and overcrowding.


Yes, all the arguments here is solid. It's true it's the mothers' right if they want to continue the pregnancy. And, I remember one of group in my intake also mentioned that certain cases such as rape, it's may be rational for the mothers to actually do abortion, since the mothers had to bear all the problem. Bear in mind, that it is also important for you to know that fetus is never consider as human being. So therefore, no point saying the fetus have right to life.

But as one may say, it's immoral to do so. It's immaterial to do so. After all, why not we consider the fetus (or embryo also have the right to life when the fetus will eventually become a life human?

The article also supported my view, as another group mentioned that the fetus or growing baby also inherent right to life. And consider as independent from his mother. I agree, certainly. In Logic sense, it's correct.

The United Nations Declaration of the Rights of the Child 1959 declares that the child needs special safeguards and care including appropriate legal protection, before as well as after birth.

This possible for one to ensure the mother from doing such so, but however, it's hard to get an injunction to stop the mother from doing so, otherwise perhaps I afraid cost and time affects the person from applying so, further, it may leads to court case as well.

In this land, the 1989 amendment to the Penal Code widened the criteria for carrying out abortions. Before the amendments came into force, the only ground for abortion was “for the purpose of saving the life of the woman” (section 312).

Now, an abortion may be carried out if the medical practitioner is of the opinion, formed in good faith, that the continuation of the pregnancy would constitute a risk to the life of the pregnant woman or injury to the mental or physical health of the pregnant woman greater than if the pregnancy were terminated. This is a relaxation of the conditions for abortions to be legally performed in Malaysia.



Certainly, it's a good idea, but yet, as we can see, some may go for illegal kind of abortion, where it's also endanger the mother. But, as far as we can see, we wouldn't want this to happen to one of us. But, who should uphold the argument? Pro-life which says the embryo or fetus can be consider one as a human or the opposite which consider the the fetus can only be human when it was born, independently away from his mother?

I support the idea of pro-life.

Alex. Written by Julius. , Saturday, October 17, 2009 at 4:58 PM, in Labels: celebration and pictures.

I'm posting some pictures of celebration of Alex's birthday at Times Square, Thursday.

I believe he enjoyed a great time and was also his first time celebrating in KL with his new college mates.

At 10.30+, I went to meet SY at Popular bookstore to get a card. Then we proceed to somewhere when Kiran joined us, to get a cake.

Oh, SY and Kiran, throughout the journey to Times, shall remain in your heart, period.

Then we went to ROMP, to chose something for him. People can be very choosey and couldn't decide. We asked for majority vote, when Vivian and JJ came. It's something very yeng (cool)

Time went by, we then went somewhere to do whatever we should until Alex arrived and called me. We went to KFC, Alex was looked to be unpleased as some of them were late. Haha, it's my fault that I asked them to come later, well, it seems to be dull if we approach Alex with all the gifts, right?

Fast forward, we ate, we sang, we ate (the cake) again. It's truly something special during that short hour.

We went for Pandorium. The movie is neither good or bad. I just couldn't enjoy it more.

So movie ended, I gotta rush to Bangsar to meet Vincent. Something bad about them was that they repeatly calling me! It's pretty rude when my friends were around.

Anyhow, here's the picture. Check it out.

The main actor of the day, Alex :D



Haha I don't know there was this kind of tradition, but the birthday boy gotta dug out the candle with his mouth.


Cool looking guy. Sorry girls, he's single but not available.


Bunch of us. I liked this photo.



Haha JJ chilling aside.


Us, again.


Oh my! I REALLY LIKE THIS PHOTO. HAHAHAHAHA, period.


Me and Alex.


The guys.


The girls.

Alex's birthday is tomorrow. We planned to celebrate earlier as none of us would be free. Alright, Happy birthday Alex! God and Goddess bless! :D

Diwali Written by Julius. , at 3:16 PM, in Labels: celebration and pictures

HAPPY DEEPAVALI too all my friends and their families.

You kena tag. Written by Julius. , Friday, October 16, 2009 at 11:04 PM, in Labels: tag.

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:
Tag 25 people, including the person you got this from.

*I only do this because I like writing about myself.*


Answer True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? false.
Q: Been arrested? false.
Q: Do you like someone? true.
Q: Held a snake? false.
Q: Been suspended from school? false.
Q: Sang karaoke? false.
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? true.
Q: Laughed until you started crying? false.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? false
Q: Kissed in the rain? false.
Q: Sang in the shower? true.
Q: Sat on a roof top? true.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false.
Q: Broken a bone? false.
Q: Shaved your head? false.
Q: Played a prank on someone? true.
Q: Shot a gun? true.
Q: Donated Blood? false.

LAST PERSON...
1. You hung out with? Friends.
2. You texted? Ian.
3. You were in a car with? family.
4. Went to the movies with? friends.
5. Person you went to shop with? Friends.
6. You talked on the phone? Vincent.
8. You hugged? friends.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Winter.
4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy.
5. Where do you live? Emerald.
6. Club or pub? pub.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? think so.
8. Do you want to get married? yes.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl.
10. What time is it? 11.10pm.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? no.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? I wouldn't tell.
13. Do you cook? yes.
14. Current mood? uninterested.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Sang? yes.
2. Listened to music? yes.
3. Danced Crazy? no.
4. Cried? no.
5. Liked someone you can't have? maybe.

25 FIRSTS .....
1.Who was your first prom (or homecoming) date? no.
2. Who was your first roommate? Takahara.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Never got drunk.
4. What was your first job? secret.
5. What was your first car? Coming soon, perhaps.
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? couldn't recall.
7. Who was your first grade teacher? No memories of it, sorry.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Thailand, I think.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? never.
11. Who was your first best friend? Nobody.
12. Who was your first Best Friend in high school? nobody.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Nobody.
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? nobody, I couldn't imagine my friends getting married so soon.
16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Yawn. Stretching? I don't know.
17. What was the first concert you went to? Never.
18. What was the last concert you went to? Never.
20. First celebrity crush? Jeniffer Lopez?
21. Current celebrity crush? Emma Watson?
22. First crush? Can't recall.
23. Current crush? haha go figure.
24. First time you tied your shoe laces? Can't recall.
Five names you go by:
1. Julius
2. Tan
3. Je-Yen.
4. Light.
5. Jul.

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Shirt.
2. pant
3. boxers.

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. Time.
2. Longer Holiday.
3. Secret.

Three people who will probably fill this out:
Heck, I had no idea.

Two things you did last night:
1. Celebrating Alex's birthday
2. Meeting.

Two things you ate today:
1. Drunk Chicken or whatever it calls.
2. Fried rice.

Two people you last talked to on the phone:
1. Vincent.
2. Ian.

Three things you are going to do tomorrow:
1. Dvd-ing.
2. Lyrics.
3. Games.

Two longest car rides:
1. Penang.
2. Johor.

Favorite drinks:
1. Blue mountain.
2. Milk.
3. Water.

Tagging.

Vivian
Lily
Alana
Jackie
Cathy
Ayush
Siao Ying
Powie

I'm lazy to tag people. Break the friggin' rule.

Will post some pictures soon, perhaps tomorrow. Wait and see.

Healthy plan for you and for your love one. Written by Julius. , Wednesday, October 14, 2009 at 8:53 PM, in Labels: message.

Here I got an interesting and helpful email. It's about fruits. And, no, not just fruit alone. But spare from talking, you guys shall just read.


We all think eating fruits means just buying fruits, cutting it and just popping it into our mouths. It's not as easy as you think. It's important to know how and when to eat.


What is the correct way of eating fruits?

IT MEANS NOT EATING FRUITS AFTER YOUR MEALS! * FRUITS SHOULD BE EATEN ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.


If you eat fruit like that, it will play a major role to detoxify your system, supplying you with a great deal of energy for weight loss and other life activities.

(Oh, this is great, something that ladies may like know now!)

FRUIT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT FOOD. Let's say you eat two slices of bread and then a slice of fruit. The slice of fruit is ready to go straight through the stomach into the intestines, but it is prevented from doing so.


In the meantime the whole meal rots and ferments and turns to acid. The minute the fruit comes into contact with the food in the stomach and digestive juices, the entire mass of food begins to spoil....


So please eat your fruits on an empty stomach or before your meals! You have heard people complaining - every time I eat watermelon I burp, when I eat durian my stomach bloats up, when I eat a banana I feel like running to the toilet etc - actually all this will not arise if you eat the fruit on an empty stomach. The fruit mixes with the putrefying other food and produces gas and hence you will bloat!


Graying hair, balding, nervous outburst, and dark circles under the eyes all these will NOT happen if you take fruits on an empty stomach.

(o.O, eye opener indeed)

There is no such thing as some fruits, like orange and lemon are acidic, because all fruits become alkaline in our body, according to Dr. Herbert Shelton who did research on this matter. If you have mastered the correct way of eating fruits, you have the Secret of beauty, longevity, health, energy, happiness and normal weight.


When you need to drink fruit juice - drink only fresh fruit juice, NOT from the cans. Don't even drink juice that has been heated up. Don't eat cooked fruits because you don't get the nutrients at all. You only get to taste. Cooking destroys all the vitamins.

(yes that's true, same goes with vegetable.)

But eating a whole fruit is better than drinking the juice. If you should drink the juice, drink it mouthful by mouthful slowly, because you must let it mix with your saliva before swallowing it. You can go on a 3-day fruit fast to cleanse your body. Just eat fruits and drink fruit juice throughout the 3 days and you will be surprised when your friends tell you how radiant you look!


KIWI: Tiny but mighty. This is a good source of potassium, magnesium, vitamin E & fiber. Its vitamin C content is twice that of an orange.


APPLE: An apple a day keeps the doctor away? Although an apple has a low vitamin C content, it has antioxidants & flavonoids which enhances the activity of vitamin C thereby helping to lower the risks of colon cancer, heart attack & stroke.


STRAWBERRY: Protective Fruit. Strawberries have the highest total antioxidant power among major fruits & protect the body from cancer-causing, blood vessel-clogging free radicals.


ORANGE : Sweetest medicine. Taking 2-4 oranges a day may help keep colds away, lower cholesterol, prevent & dissolve kidney stones as well as lessens the risk of colon cancer.


WATERMELON: Coolest thirst quencher.. Composed of 92% water, it is also packed with a giant dose of glutathione, which helps boost our immune system. They are also a key source of lycopene - the cancer fighting oxidant. Other nutrients found in watermelon are vitamin C & Potassium.


GUAVA & PAPAYA: Top awards for vitamin C. They are the clear winners for their high vitamin C content. Guava is also rich in fiber, which helps prevent constipation. Papaya is rich in carotene; this is good for your eyes.


Drinking Cold water after a meal = Cancer! Can u believe this?? For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

(Oh GOSH, it's my habit though. Something I need to change then.)

A serious note about heart attacks HEART ATTACK PROCEDURE': (THIS IS NOT A JOKE!) Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting.. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.. You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack . Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.. Sixty percent of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know the better chance we could survive...

Yes. Written by Julius. , at 11:50 AM, in Labels: random

It's holiday!

Well, I was particularly excited (on Monday), but no more for now.

Vincent again asked me to write a lyric. In which I did, but gotta go somewhere to collect data. You know, locked at home, wouldn't bring me anywhere, need fressssh ideas.

Haven't read much news lately. But the recent EGM is a biggie. So, both of them were out!
Well, it's not surprising that the members lost confidence to the president. Especially since there were so many mistakes done. Anyway, let's see how in future. But some people actually believe in Ong, well just read some news today you will find out.

Okay, this is getting no where.

Gotta go.

Our Charity Night. Written by Julius. , Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 3:27 PM, in Labels: outing

So here, I'm posting pictures about yesterday's charity show. I enjoyed great time with my college mates. Oh before I go on, by noon, I reached the KTM station, saw my old school mate. He's going to Shah Alam for his friend's open house. So, I got a person to accompany me all the way to KL station :D

He didn't changed much, pyhsically or even mentally. Still good with jokes. He can talks non-stop. Something I deemed to be amazing, because he actually broke the silent between us. I think it's a good thing, though.

Anyway, after wishing him, I proceed my way to college. Class started 5 minutes earlier than suppose to be and ended about half an hour earlier, too. So, gotta stay until 5 where my parents had eventually fetched me to Bangsar to meet Vincent, to get my coat back. My dad...was wondering why I need to go all the way to Bangsar to get my coat albeit the fact that going to OUG is just the same way. He didn't suspected much, as he thinks I have to collect my stuff from my friend, I think. Oh well.

I reached the 'HideAway' at 6 sharp. Half an hour early, man. Nonetheless I went somewhere else first, and took a nap :D

Okok, stop talking about all my private thing. Let's talk about the charity.

6.30, some band started performing.

My intake mates arrived pretty late. Thank Goodness, Rebecca was there. Michell was there too, talking with me even she's busy. First time seeing her dressing like...a lady. I'm praising you there!

Anyway, after some president came and started the event. The girls danced. Pretty awesome though as per given time contraint for them to practice. AND, later I forced to dance with Michell. T.T Stephanie S even recorded it down. Lily, sacrifice a whole lot man to record the thing.

Okay, gotta say sorry that the pictures do not follow its sequence. I had hard time with this blog thing. Getting weird. But, should be fine, right?

Let's start the first picture with the two lovely girls :D



Vivian and Siao Ying.



Alex posing with me.


Vivian and Alex. The romantic pose :D


Another romantic pose, Rebecca and Alex.


Alex threaten by Vivian and Siao Ying. A funny picture, indeed!


Flowers. There we got, Stephanie A (front), Kiran, Vivian and Siao Ying on the right and Rebecca and Stephanie C on the left.




The 'couple argued' mode. Alex and Kiran. Kiran shouldn't smile! You should be pouting!


The love! Alex and Siao Ying.


The gathering. :D Michell and Jonathan included inside the picture.


Table talk.


Mr.Daniel (red shirt in the middle), our Public Law lecturer.


I like this picture ;)


One of my favourite picture.



Michell and I posing. :)



The 4 flowers.


Picture with our lecturers, Mr.Daniel and Ms. Irene!


Vivian posing with me. Nice picture?



Ending. The banguet finally over. All of us going back home with a smile, perhaps we had our great time (with photos of course :D)

I think I got more to offer in this post, but I couldn't post everything today. There's more pictures coming soon, I guess.

Anyhow, sign off! See ya!

A Father and Son story when his wife left him. Written by Julius. , Friday, October 9, 2009 at 8:13 PM, in Labels: note.

Something I would like to show. I got this from my friend Hana. Serve to be a moral value. Read.


4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bed sheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation.

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!

Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by...Christmas carols and frantic shoppers....but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.

His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy.

My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."

After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say.....

I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldnt help opening the letter before they turn to ash.

And one of the letters broke my heart....


Dear Mummy,

I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear?

After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

For the females with children:

Don't do so much overtime. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem. Feedback to your boss. Endless overtime may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and take care of your little precious.

For the married men:

Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients.

Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable.

Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones.

For those singles out there:

Beauty lies in loving yourself first.

With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.

Animals are animals, they're not human. Don't expect animals to be treated like human.... cause they're not human.

I copied someone's comment. True enough, animals are not human, but my question is what makes you a human? How uncultivated thinking. So, by all means for you to ill treat or abuse the animals makes you are human then? What a utter ridiculous thing. One may ask oneself if we truly a human being with a human heart, will we do such thing? I can say by the person's comment, you're no less a human.

As Confucius said we shall never impose something on other, for we never want the something to impose on us. The meaning is simple. Why shall we do so? I can't help it that some people masked themselves tightly. In doing so, they actually gain nothing.

I'm totally against with what they think and what the DBKL doing.

I'm an animal lover, one of my purpose of forming LVAC is do good for the animals. Although our group is not that influencing, but from this video and the person's comment strengthen my resolute.

I'm calling on people who are truly wanted to give a hand, to help, and you have no idea how, come to me, our group is here for you. I think that you shall never be afraid that this LVAC thing is to trick or something like that. Come and let's do our part.

Beautiful. Written by Julius. , at 2:04 PM, in Labels: random.

You're my beautiful girl,

Beautiful girl

You're truly beautiful..

An email I received from my friend.

Pure advice to guys perhaps. Read.

When she acts shy~~ Say I Love You

When she runs away from you~~ Chase her

When she puts her face near yours~~Kiss her

When she kicks and punches you~~ Hold her tight

When she is silent~~Shes thinking of how to say I Love You

When she ignores you~~ She wants all your attention

When she pulls away~~ grab her by the waist and never let go

When you see her at her worst~~ tell her she's BEAUTIFUL

When she screams at you~~ Tell her you love her, you have to mean it

When you see her walking~~ Sneak up behind her and grab her by the waist and give her a
kiss

When she's scared~~ Hold her and tell her everything will be okay 'cause she's with you

When she looks like some things the matter~~Kiss her and tell her not to worry

While she holds your hand- Play with her fingers.

How accurate? I, myself not sure. I guess that what we can rely on is our instinct. Or maybe, observing the body language of that particular girl. Nonetheless, give it a try. Let's see if it's really works.

Lately, got not much mood to blog as for there are so many things to do. Partly aside from assignments, I got inner work to do. Anyway, yesterday officially, I tried my heavy bag training. One of my fingers got scratched and, it's painful! But I do feel great, my arms were essentially worked!

This coming Saturday, bunch of us are going to the Rotaract Club of ATC's 2nd Installation and Charity Banquetor. Bravo to Michell, it's gonna be a proud moment for her. Oh, people who are interested in this, just let me know, it's some ways of yours to do charity. So expect pictures coming around soon, fancy pictures I guess. And, we have workshop during the day. Gonna be busy day.

Well, assignments waiting for me, so see ya!

More videos Written by Julius. , Monday, October 5, 2009 at 8:03 PM, in Labels: random.

I'm posting some short video of 15Malaysia here.



Potong Saga. Well, as far as I concern, People should go and ask the better or suitable person regarding on some technical work. Asking those who are half-half know it all kind of people, gonna get you for sure.



Hmm, this is a sad one. Children of innocent. It's really a pain to the heart to see in a real incident. That is why people shouldn't go complainting here and there when some others may be in a less well position. Be grateful.



This is one of the teaching of Islam. Interpreted by Nik Aziz, too. This would serve as good example. As we all know, no matter how rich you are, you can't bring the money to grave (or more accurate context, the another realm). And therefore, what should we do to have a better condition (it's open on how you wanna interpret when you go to the another realm and what will you be of) is to do merit. Through the teaching of Islam, we plant trees. But, we all know that we are not restricted only by this way. We ought to do more than this, by doing charity for example. Well, all this is about fairness in whcih case if you treat people badly, you will receive your judgement. So, remember that. Do good things to bring good things.



Okay, here's an unrelated video.

Found this video while searching for 15Malaysia.

anyway, enjoy.

Woke up pretty early this morning, couldn't sleep back again, resulting me from being really tired the whole day. Well, not a bad thing either, so that I could prepare to go out early to find my boxing equipment at Pudu.

Well, with some dilly dally around the bush, by 11 plus we stuck by the traffic jam, it's pretty near to my college already. But later on, the traffic jam was too heavy, so we gotta make a u-turn. Well, the traffic jam wasn't the sole reason for us to make a U-turn, but I wouldn't want to be later for today's workshop/seminar. So eventually I got to college by noon.

Had lunch at MCD with my college mates after so long. I think it had been a month plus since the last visit to MCD. Oh ya, anyone hear of MC CURRY case? Where MCD sued MC CURRY for copying their name (realise the MC?) haha Mc Curry won the case as MC stands for Malaysian Chicken Curry.

Okay let's get back to the main topic, So by 2 pm, people had already preparing for Prof Vayne Morrison, as I see, I think that some people may be wondering what will Prof Vayne Morrison will gonna do, how was his attitude, etc. So about 5 minutes, he came.

He totally the opposite of what I expected. I thought he's the, you know, extremely strict type with thick assent. He's a rocker. He cracks jokes, he does acting, etc.

You will never ever see a professor like this. The rest is history la, I shouldn't tell more stuffs here. Gotta give respect.

So after the thing ended at 5, I rushed myself to KTM station to get by Mid Valley where I finally got my heavy bag, professional boxing glove and also hand wrap. All these stuff caused me a great deal of money. I'm gonna save for months!

But I should be satisfied as this is a long run investment. It will keeps me long and good for sure. And oh, I'm teaching Vivian and Siao Ying, too. They should pay me fees! Now that only if I could find a better spot to pummel my bag. It's so restricted around here.

Well, that's it. I'm so sleepy and tired. Update soon.

Goodwill. Written by Julius. , at 8:11 AM, in Labels: random.

Something to show. Read. Learn. Understand. Digest.


One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.

Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.

He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you.

He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.'

Well, all she had was a flat tire, But for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him. She told him that she was from St. Louis and was only just passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.

Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. The lady asked how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She already imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped.


Bryan never thought twice about being paid.


This was not a job to him. This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were plenty, who had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.

He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed, and Bryan added, 'And think of me..'

He waited until she started her car and drove off. It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for home, disappearing into the twilight.

A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She went in to grab a bite to eat, and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps. The whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The waitress came over and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair. She had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet for the whole day couldn't erase. The lady noticed the waitress was nearly eight months pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude. The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a stranger. Then she remembered Bryan.

After the lady finished her meal, she paid with a hundred dollar bill. The waitress quickly went to get change for her hundred dollar bill, but the old lady had slipped right out the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back. The waitress wondered where the lady could be. Then she noticed something written on the napkin.

There were tears in her eyes when she read what the lady wrote: 'You don't owe me anything. I have been there too. Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you do: Do not let this chain of love end with you.'

Under the napkin were four more $100 bills.

Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the Money and what the lady had written. How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed it? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard....

She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low, 'Everything's going to be all right. I love you, Bryan Anderson.'