YEAR 2008. Written by Julius. , Wednesday, December 31, 2008 at 4:49 PM, in Labels: celebration

Less than 8 hours from now. We are saying good bye to 2008. And welcoming 2009!.

Well, some said, 2009 is not a great year. Ha.ha. Due to the economic slump.

Anyway, we will never know until next year.

Because now, the money supply is getting low. While the value increased. So people, save your money and spend XD (I know, I know, is a bad example). By the way, interest should be lower. So, its up to you guys to decide what to do.

Anyhow, this year sure a great year.

I mean, there were EURO 2008 (football/soccer), Raja Petra's trial for being a national threat (his arse was kicked into prison under ISA), Beijing hosted the Olympic, Not to forget, Anwar's declaration/ Sodomy case part 2, The USA's Election (I greatly supported Obama (:), Our PM being betrayed by you-know-who and have to give up his power earlier to you-know-who, landslide, and many more.

Well, I met lots and lots of people from other land and of course, locals. Meeting them really shocked me and it was something new to me. But... thanks to them, they injected greater knowledge to me. Well, at least, I won't be culture shock when I'm around somewhere new to me. And I had met someone I liked before who is kinda interesting lady. Meeting back old friends, too (although, I'm like...not really recognise them but....let it be...) And I also met my childhood friends. They are now, really different. Not like those days when I had to keep an eye on them. Well, I guess, time and environment really change people around. Things had come and go. Leaving behind only memories to remember. Some a great and some are not. And joy and misery we, people had gone through.

Wow, look at the time flew by. We are getting old people, one year older (courtesy from Sylvea's latest post). That's the magnificent power of Time. Time controls everything.

So dear readers. Treasure your time. Don't waste it. I mean, once passed, is forever. You can't revert to the past. There's no time machine or stuff like Doraemon dig out from his pocket.

So don't regret. And of course, maximise your time with efficient. Well, we, human, are always want to maximise everything so that we gain utility.

Anyway, Happy New Year everybody.

I'm back! Written by Julius. , Monday, December 29, 2008 at 9:52 PM, in Labels: Back

Lol

Look at the time passed by. Darn, so fast two days were over. I was bragging about my plan to go to Ipoh and stuff, look at now. I'm back!!!!

So fast!!

okay, I got some pictures. ha.ha.ha



Ah, this picture I took few days ago. Cute le? His name is Lucky. :)


Ha.ha. I figured out my hair is a complete mess. I forget to fix my hair during the day. Did't apply anything.


Ah, this is nice I think. But if this picture compare to the professional one.....then....I guess, special occasion won't apply anytime. Sad case.
hmm, I can't really see my left eye. ha.ha Actually you can.
ha.ha.ha this is the only one with my spects on. Overall, the pictures are just average. sigh*

I didn't wear contact tho. Cause Sunday, I'm still not up with my work yet. ha.ha.ha.
But not bad eh?

keke^^

Well, 2008 is going to end!

So sad!

Anyway, there's a Farewell 2008 party. I don't have my partner, again. So bloody hell, I'm not going!

Is fun but is boring! I mean, for every angle you will see, couples talking to themselves. I was like a small island. Like LOST. I can tolerate for like 3 hours. But...when things gettiing toooooo long
my mind begin to freeze up. ha.ha.

After all, without a partner is not that bad. Well, you know what I mean. :)
You can look at pretty girls!!
JUST KIDDING.

I guess, maybe due to my holiday break, I have plenty of time to think. Is love really that important? So what do you think? Money or love?

Sad. Written by Julius. , Sunday, December 28, 2008 at 12:14 AM, in Labels: poem.

and
Say goodbye.

Aftermath. Written by Julius. , Saturday, December 27, 2008 at 12:01 PM, in Labels: celebration.

Ahh, finally I got some pictures to show. Well, is just some. Didn't take much of picture and I couldn't get more than this. Well, courtesy from the Wan Liang and Lee Wei, the sisters.
This was the countdown party. But I didn't spend much time with them. I followed the host to another party. I assume it as a private party. Well, I'm not that close with anyone except the host's daugthers (the sisters where you can spot them with the blue shirt and the girl beside me (left))
Do I really need to mentio the name? No need lar. Well, I have a great time with them. XD

Me, ginger and bear bear. XP
I guess this is one of the most normaly picture we had took. XD

Well, bunch of us trying to look weirdddddd. But, nawww. keke^^

Well, tomorrow I'm off to Ipoh!! Busy, busy and busy!!
The next day will go to Cameron Highland and then rush back home. LOL
Funny eh? keke^^ I admit.

Well, NO SOVENIURS. A NO NO.
I don't have time and extra cash to spend. XD
This month I used up quite much.
So, stingy month ahead.

Later.

Tagged indirectly by Genise Written by Julius. , Thursday, December 25, 2008 at 9:53 PM, in Labels: You kena tag

here it goes:
Instructions
**************************************************
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements
that you wish were true.( blue)Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
**************************************************


Hate being annoyed.

A gentleman.

Rhetoric skill is a nice art.

I admire beautiful things. (arts, landscape and stuff)

Love to sing.

Hate to beg.

I don't always reveal my intention to people.

I don't like to talk about my wishes to people.

I'm either talkactive or being silent at all times.

Only talk much with real friends.

And I don't want to reveal anymore about myself. So up to here. (hey, I talk about current issue only? But maybe sometimes I will. Well, nobody's perfect right?)

So LILY, SYLVEA, JACKIE, PEI YEN and AYUSH. You guys kena tag!!!

Christmas Eve Written by Julius. , Wednesday, December 24, 2008 at 4:47 PM, in Labels: celebration

Today is a busy day. Meeting my old friends.

Well, I met them two weeks ago. And today they are having a farewell kinda gathering with Winnie.

So I attended.

ha.ha.

And met someone there, too.

Tonight, there's another gathering I will attend.

Well, I don't know how long I can stand.

ha.ha.

By 7pm I had to be there.

AND then HAVE TO wait until at least 12pm.

Countdown, it seems.

So I guess, by 1 am we will go home?

No idea.

Maybe late.

Then tomorrow there's another gathering with my friend Chan....

OMG

so tiring!!

nyahahah

Anyway, I don't think I have time to wish anyone after this.

Eventhough is Christmas eve.

BUT for those Christian friends of mine, and those who celebrate Christmas;

WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS,
WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS,
WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS,
AND
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

Opps Written by Julius. , Tuesday, December 23, 2008 at 12:26 AM, in Labels: occasions.

Oh, the plan of going to Ipoh and Cameron Highland had been postponed to this coming Sunday.

Reason?

ha.ha.

Something lar.

On the eve I will attend the party instead of Christmas day.

Oh well, Life can be unexpected.

You won't know until the last minute.

Or something else.

So don't be so sure, if you think you about to win.
YOU MIGHT, but there's a chance you won't

While, if you think you about to loss,
YOU MIGHT, but there's a chance you won't

Well, I think the moral of the story is that,

To those, who is....you know what ( i hate using the word, L*ss)
Don't give up hope on everything. Do your best.

And

If you about to win, make sure everything is well-planned and dun whining when you are about to win. Over confidence means, STUPID AND DEATH BY YOURSELF.

Actually in everything also, we must try our best.

Busy Days Written by Julius. , Monday, December 22, 2008 at 2:18 PM, in Labels: I love myself.

Tomorrow morning, I will go to Ipoh, hopefully, it's a decent holiday. Ermm....one day only. Then the next day I'm go to Cameroon Highland, again. Reason? ha.ha. I can't say it out.

Not to forget, I will also need to rush back on the same day. Another thing to attend on.

Then the next next day, is CHRISTMAS!!!

What am I going to do?

No partner le.

So, I have to be ALONE during the night function.

Sylvea said, it looks cool to go there by yourself.

I admit that I like to be alone.

Oh, after Christmas is NEW YEAR!

OMG.

So fast le.

Time flew by right between your very eyes.

It was like last year, I'm having spm or just completed it, and now, poooof.

I'm 18 now, older, wiser, and still got many things to learn.

Decision? Written by Julius. , Thursday, December 18, 2008 at 8:29 PM, in Labels: occasions.

Between Love and money.

Well, I watched Drive of Life (erm...it was broadcasted last year in Hong Kong and now aired in Astro)

Ngai Tin Hang (am I right, I mean the name?)

He's a rich fella, super success in business but no wife.

In the very end, he was diagosed with brain cancer (erm...scary...)

He...when his life is almost over, he's sad and he miss his family (his big brother).

Well, finally he thinks even with the money he have, nobody will care about him or mourn about him. (hmm is particular true...during the funeral....not really that much of people attended the funeral)

Well, rich people can't bring money with them when they die.

I know,

For me to write like this it's shows that love is far more important than money.

But it is not a one sided answer.

To me, having money will always buys me security.

Love?

Tell me then, it is important than money?

Love one always will be by your side.

But if one got no money, that's a sad case..

So some say, love is a supplement.

Some say, no, love is much, much more important.

So, how?

What do you think?

Then again, maybe I wouldn't want to grow old, alone.

You can die of being alone while you with the money hanging there.

Money will create hapiness ( I mean, you run your life a bit more smoothly) BUT, it may creates, disaster.

Remember those Hong Kong drama, when the rich fella passed away, the sons fights for the assets and stuff.

And maybe the first wife fights against the second wife. (so much of the drama)

Well, you chose.

Love or money.

Funny. Written by Julius. , Wednesday, December 17, 2008 at 9:52 PM, in Labels: not okay at all.

Strange feeling indeed.

Missing someone will make you feel like that?

I wouldn't know.

Well, do you guys believe in Hidden feelings?

ha.ha.ha

A feeling that you don't even notice?

Until one fine day it suddenly erupt?

I'm in that kind of mode now.

And moreover, I'm think that Love is weird. Only two person could understand.

You and you love one.

No other person can understand. The bond you hold between you and your love one, nobody. No body can know.

But when you are the one who keep hold of the bond.

That's mean, you, yourself, is getting hurt.

So do you guys think that, does it worth the pain? Are you guys willing to wait?

Tell me about it.

Unfair. Written by Julius. , Monday, December 15, 2008 at 7:21 PM, in Labels: occasions.

Recently, I read someone's blog.

The author of that blog wrote about How to ditch a girl.

Okay, I know, is not really my business.

Just that, I wanna express (or due to my bad mood), I SERIOUSLY DISCOURAGING GUYS OUT THERE...not to seek girls just because of s*x. Come on lar, not only you 'do it', you bring her home and stay, and 'do it'. Hell, you're a lecturer and the girl is your student. SHAME ON THOSE KIND OF FELLAS.

Man, then when you don't want her, because she's sticky kind of girl, you want to dump her.

Those people are worse than a chicken. No, he didn't even reach that stage. He's not worth enough to be a maggot. I don't know why the author wants to help his friend (the lecturer), a deep shit some more. If i'm his friend, I'm either just kick his dick or just chop it and let em' taste it.

Try to love someone you truly love and don't play with anyone's feelings. You're playing with fire. You will regret it.

Convo between me and Chan Written by Julius. , Sunday, December 14, 2008 at 11:19 PM, in Labels: occasions.

Me: Chan quickly, read ******************, fast******
Chan: Don't worry, I won't ********
Me: just read that faster larrrrrr
Chan: Ah, ********* wrote such so...
Me: hey, I'm worried lar!!! Why ********** wrote like that*

*************************
Me: the main concern is this, why ****** wrote like that....OMG...
Chan: Pretend you didn't seee

********************

That's the best piece of advise I'd of the day.

Pretend you didn't see...
GREAT!

hahaha

ROFL.

LOVELESS Written by Julius. , Saturday, December 13, 2008 at 11:52 PM, in Labels: poem

Oh boy, I realised I didn't talk about my LOVELESS. A sets of Poem.

Created by meeeeee.

Ha.ha.

I don't have any intention of writing a continuous poetry.

Well, I had done lots of work and put my soul and feelings on it.

Hopefully, it's meaningful.

I shall present you Loveless. Chapter 1. Act. 1:

"For me, to have life or death
For thee, to find no love, no hatred
And for I, to sight the unsightable future
To laugh or to cry is at the God's disposal
While the Goddess watching you quietly when
I, for the man wandered into the forest
Unable to find way at the moment
Waiting and searching for one
For my very own
ways."

Well, my friend wanted to read my Loveless, but she can't read my private blog.
I had wrote Act.1 about one month ago. Now, Act 3 and 4 are about to be complete.

Okay, I use loveless as the title because I really like the name, (I think I'd explained before)
So my dear friend, quick! READ UP!

Nothing. Written by Julius. , Thursday, December 11, 2008 at 10:57 PM, in Labels: days

I realised that I didn't do any blogging since my birthday, I guess.

Well, college life just started again.

And I admit that I had been lazy to social around and msn-ing.

LOL

As usual, I really hate KTM.

HATE IT very much. Our PM, said, EVERY 10 MINUTES THE TRAIN WILL MARI-MARI. Go and shit in the toilet hole. PUHHH-LEZZZZ.

Whatever it is. KTM is lame as always.

These days, the natural disaster....happened kinda often. Really sad to heard that there were sooooo many victims.

To those who passed away.
May them Rest in Peace.

and to those who suffered injury, hope that they can get well soon and swift recovery.

Well, natural disaster can be "un-natural"

ha.ha.ha

You know, global warming, pollution and land slides. Where were those came from?

Is in the name of humans who looking for fortune.

Okay, I'm not that mulia, I know, in fact I'm one of those who contribute to those factors.

Yet, we should learn, learn to be more environment-sensitive. Learn not to waste.

But my power alone, is not enough. I don't know how this post can help people to understand the greater importance of the environment than your very own fortune.

Frankly, I admit it. I love money. But until Randy Pausch taught me, (erm, in his book lar, Check "THE LAST LECTURE", I shall talk about this in near future), I learned that something else is much, much more important. And yes, I changed my mind and view.

Well, I believe there was at least, a slight changes in myself. Or maybe,

whatever lar.

TTYL (SYLVEA TAUGHT ME THIS)

Hmm. Written by Julius. , Saturday, December 6, 2008 at 3:16 AM, in

Man.

My birthday was over.

I wanted to stay as VIP for a bit longer though.

Well, have to move on, am I right?

Well, Happy Belated birthday to myself.

ha.ha.ha

I couldn't sleep.

Some strange feelings contain my heart.

But.

I don't know why is that so.

Hmm.

I'm looking for an answerrrrrrrrrr.

But.

Why???

I don't know either.

Hmm...

Year 2008.

is ending soon.

Leaving behind such great memories. There is good and there is bad

But all these tend to be great experiences.

Ahh..

I learned something.

Even a coward fellas can outdo a man with courage.

Why?

Because they finally found.

Found the precious thing in which they wanted to protect it.

ha.ha.ha

At times...you may encounter a wretched sight. Is unavoidable.

But life need to be go on. Taking it too serious, won't bring you anyway.

Well, I really...seriously don't know why I'm writing this!!!

I'm not normal these days.

I don't know why.

Magically.

I guess?

Assume so then.

Ahh, my dear friend Chan is coming to Rawang!

ha.ha

By the way...........

Christmas is coming soooooon....!!

I'm not a christian, but I do know why but, I'm looking forward for that day. Ah I think I know why. he.he.

Furthermore! White valentine!

Or so called by the Japanese during christmas. So who wanna be my white Valentine. (No Sylvea, no, you kan dah ada boyfriend XD)

Ha.ha

By the way, IF I can get Lady GaGa for a date (or a blind date maybe) during Christmas, is the perfect ending of 2008. XD

Well, maybe since is so late (is 3.33 AM), I shall go to bed and dream about it.

ha.ha.ha

I HEARD JACKIE SUDAH ADA BLOG!

I remembered somebody told me before....blogging is...this and that. No privacy. ha.ha.ha.

So she'd finally succumbed to evil of blogging. Hee

But apa link ar?

I x tau le.

And is already too late to find.

Well,

Sleep tight.




Quotes to share upon~

Is never too late to learn. In fact don't try to run away from learning your mistakes.

Peace only able to attaine and sustain if tolerance was there. (but NOT every human are willing to do so. Look at the KTM for God's heaven's sake)

song playing-Ave Maria ~

Tomorrow. Written by Julius. , Monday, December 1, 2008 at 4:47 PM, in Labels: Am I drunk?

Ahhh....my holiday is over. Tomorrow, I'm going back to college. Have to study. Have to travel day by day using the the f-word KTM (namely, kena tunggu mah) and eating the same old food near my college.
One year.
Well, almost one year. I learned my mistakes. And I have to learn to overcome the mistakes.
But, time passed by with an unbelieveable speed. I remembered. Last year. Around this time. I just completed my SPM a.k.a Sijil Paling Mudah. Also, around this time, I will be celebrating my birthday.
Ahh.
I'm getting older.
Few years back, I remembered how I hoped to be 17 asap. pooofff. I'm 18....soon.
Well, I remembered somebody told me this.
Life is like travelling.
Slowly, you gain your experiences and when u travel here and there, your luggage will be heavier yet you will be wiser.

hahaha
I'm getting older and babbling around toooooo often.
These days I'd love to use quotes or something when talking with others.


By the way, look at what I'd found!

Dragon Ball?
ha.ha.ha
Way to Go!

LOL Written by Julius. , Wednesday, November 26, 2008 at 5:03 PM, in Labels: lalala

I can't believe that my new blog is much much much more better than this!!!

wahahaha

I wish to share with anyone.

But my new blog, only special friend can view and of course, they will receive special treatment!

wa.ha.ha

Tata~

me, my new blog and Yoga Written by Julius. , Monday, November 24, 2008 at 6:46 PM, in Labels: I'm not from this world.

YOYOYO
recently, I'd created a new blog.
supermanxian.blogspot.com!
yeehaa!
lol
okay, I don't wear red underwear.
Just the name, for God's Heaven's sake!
lol
Private stuff will be write there.
And my personal thinking and comments will be here.

Okay, I didn't talk about yesterday's news.

FATWA, banned Muslim from DOING YOGA!
wtth.......?

YOGA is haram.

YOGA, an exercise.

=

"HARAM"

Fatwa's agrumet is this, "containing element of Hindu"

OMG.

So, an exercise, containing secret stuff huhh?

So if I learn YOGA, I can have only God will know my power?

Crap right?

Geez...

people is taught to respect one's religion.

I know that. And I shouldn't give a care.

But it just doesn't make sense at all.

So we, chinese doing YOGA means we are defying our religion, too????

The center where Yoga-teaching exisited is not taught by Monks or Nuns

Shheeeshhh.

Whatever lar.

Is none of my business, anyway.

Books Written by Julius. , at 1:29 PM, in Labels: I love Books.

wahahaha I went to Mid valley yesterday. I'd spend the rest of the day, looking for books. I think I'd went in and went out of MPH and Borders for like hundred times!!! ha.ha. I'm still not that statisfied, tho. As I wanted to buy more!! After hours of scouting and browsing, I found 3 out of 10 books in which I wanted to buy. But I didn't expect to buy William Shakespeare's and Da Vinci. Well, the books I wanted to buy is tooooooo expensive. Totally, out of my budget. So have to save up money to get the 2 philosophy books. But still, I had spent a lot of bucks yesterday. lolz






Ahh, a magnificent Greek writer back in centuries ago. Is not really that complete actually as he had wrote more than 100 play, but only 7 have survived . One of them is, Oedipus Rex. Is translated by Paul Roche. He did a great job of translating it. This book is absolutely a beauty and IS RARE and the price is reasonable. I can finish the book within a day!! he.he. By the way, I read a lot of Greek philosophers. Especially, my fav, Aristotle. he.he.



Seriously, I didn't expect I will buy this book. ha.ha. well, this book was first published in 2003. For many years my friend had recommended this to me. But, I never took interest. Until, one fine day (erm...that was yesterday ha.ha.), I tried to read it, and I found it rather interesting. So, you know what's next ha.ha. I think readers know about this book, right? he.he.

Ahh, one of my favourite. I'd read Romeo and Juliet and Hamlet before. And some of his poems, Sonnets is one of my favourite. Ha.ha. I didn't expect this also. But MPH selling it for Rm19.90. Is super reasonable and is a COMPLETE WORKS!!!!!! OMG....!! SO GOOD THAT, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!! wahaahahahahahahaha. Okay, back to reality. For those who really love literature and poem, OMG, get your hand on this book. I tell ya, NO REGRET!!! IS CHEAP and is COMPLETE WORKS!!!

P.S.

hmm, wanna borrow?

NO THANKS!

ha.ha.

no,no, I'm not stingy. I'm just afraid that you will take it away from me and never return it! Sorry. ha.ha.

And I realised I read a lot of Tragedies plays, but never mind. haaa!

Well, after finishing them, (plan to finish them next month) I wanna buy more books!
I am Legend, The Duck who won the lottery ticket (is a philosopy book! Okay, I don't remember the full title but is something like that) Marley and Me, et cetera.

heee

money gonna fly away......!

In a run!!!

crap, gtg now, taaaa!

Attention Written by Julius. , Saturday, November 22, 2008 at 12:31 PM, in Labels: I love myself.

Hmm
Again, another rude remark from me.

I’m really sorry dear readers.

I should know that....I don’t even know what its name.

Ehh, I don’t even know whether that fella is a guy or girl.

Well, that fella did mention about its name, Mr.

But, I will refer that fella as She-Male. (Sylvea, one of your kind ;))

What? Don’t get offended. I really don’t know what. Well, even I know I will still refer you as She-male.

Look, what I’m writing here is not to add salt into your wound.

I just want to say I’m sorry.

I should know that you are just a kid.

And I shouldn’t get carried away.

Thanks to you, I’m quite excited.

Ha.ha.

But enough is enough.

I’m still not welcoming you in here.

Seriously, I think you being such busybody. Did anyone teach you to be like that?

No manners at all. You should learn to be polite. And you reason is what, de-stress yourself? De-stress yourself?

Don’t make me laugh, kid. You should try to do things better. Rather than...

Ah, don’t be proud of yourself. This post is not dedicated to you.

I’m sending out a warning to others.

If you think my blog is whatever, whatsoever.

Do leave; you are not required to read.
And don’t be such an imbecile. Human is not perfect. They do make mistake. And you guys don’t have the rights to be like this. Who you think you are? Albert Einstein? If somebody said they do have discretion, oh God...please help them. They are polluting the earth.
I’d issued a last warning. I will not tolerate scumbag. Think before you act.

Then again, hey, I'm sorry. Didn't mean to insult you that much. Really. Try to believe me. okay?

I thought of using rhetoric agrument but....you may not understand.

Oh well, my many apologies. Get over it, okay?

and also, thanks for reading my blog. Although I'm not that appreciate it, but *shrug*..... thanks ;)

Being too rude. Written by Julius. , Thursday, November 20, 2008 at 5:27 PM, in Labels: I'm not from this world.

Hmm...

I think that I being rude.

Hmm...

As a gentleman.

I shouldn't be like that.

Unlike somebody. ;)

Well, sorry guys, if you think my previous post kinda obscene or something.

Sorry. Kinda carried away, not because of this but something else.

Well, then again.

I will try not to be like that again, and ejek-ing people. (In case they don't understand my hidden meaning)

;)

Peace.

To human beings that think their great. Written by Julius. , at 5:06 PM, in Labels: I love myself.

Ha.ha.

If anyone notice that in my chat box, there is one fella who is kinda annoying.

And I hate those kind of annoying people.


They are simply fucking annoying. Love to talk trash. And of course, love to talk without using their brains,

And I warn you guys.

If you,

Yes, you.

If you'all keep doing stupid things and keep on insulting people.

I will not, ever not, shall not, tolerate with you guys.

AND that's the end of it.

I do not need ur freakin' advice and whatever, Geez, I don't give a damn about you guys out there.

This blog is not for entertainment purpose.

Shut the F-word up and Get lost.

Best:
Julius.

In case,

Xian is my mandarin name. YEN=XIAN. So, people out there. ha.ha. Don't get confuse like someone.

Why do I have to explain? Written by Julius. , Wednesday, November 19, 2008 at 1:58 PM, in Labels: Get lost.

Okay.

Look, the reason for me to back even though I suppose to be hiatus.

Here's the reason.

I was suppose to be hiatus until Wednesday.

But I GOT BACK YESTERDAY.

A day earlier.

Let's assume my hiatus is over.

But I THEN DECIDED TO GO FOR ANOTHER TRIP, thereby, another reason for me to declare I'm going to resume my status until this Friday.

I'm in my friend's house now.

The reason for me blog, yesterday is that

some annoying people forgotten that I'm on hiatus..

Calling me a dozen times a day.

So I afraid they will get worried, thus my blogging.

Then, there is some fellas (or the same person), didn't know I was suppose to be hiatus until wednesday and I'm also sure they don't know I actually got back home a day earlier.

Okay, I admit there is some spelling errors in my previous post.

But I'm rushing to go for a trip with my friend (yesterday, okay?)

Then, I also afraid that, my poem, indicated that I'm EMO.

Don't be stupid, stupid.

Let me explain,

While on my trip, I visited some places.

The land is....

So now I have to explain what's my poem means due to a high demand.

What a pain.

I'm talking about earth here.

Earth suppose to be beautiful. But look at now. (example, the that land I had visited)

All this happen because of?

You think yourself.

I'm also kinda piss.

But I'm lazy to explain in here.

Let me cut it short and clean.

To all those annoying fellas, IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO READ WHAT I HAD POST IN MY BLOG, YOU CAN JUST GET LOST. LIKE I CARE SOOOO MUCH ABOUT YOU GUYS.

well, got to go, in a hurry!

BEST:
JULIUS.

Back Written by Julius. , at 1:20 PM, in

Yep, I'm back.

Reason?

I received a call from my mum.

I'm shifting real soon.

Gotta help my parents...!! Buying things and clean the house...

To my friends,

I think, we might having an open house or something. I don't know. Mum's idea.

Wait for updates.

:)

Untitle. Written by Julius. , Tuesday, November 18, 2008 at 1:49 PM, in

The pityful land of a former glory.

The soul tainted with a darkened heart,

Lurking for its very owns salvation,

Yet the old heroes of the former times unable to return;

The present fools

hath cause the destruction of themselves.

The land is no longer viable and found its way

For external,

For internal,

slumber.

Best:

Julius.

Incase.

You guys out there doesn't understand this poem.

Don't ask me what's the meaning of this poem.

And of course, if you think I'm talking about myself. Great guess. BUT wrong ANSWER.

Btw, this post shows that I'd return but no.

I'm at some where.

I found peace while disconnected from everybody.

Therefore, I will remain hiatus until this Friday.

Thanks.

And good bye.

Attention Written by Julius. , Saturday, November 15, 2008 at 10:47 AM, in Labels: I think I love myself.

Okay.

Look.

From tomorow onward.

I will be hiatus. MIA (Missing in Action) or whatever you want to use.

No one will know where the hell am I.

No, it's not about working stuff. So don't ask about working stuff in here.

I'm cutting ties with anyone, for a moment only, Don't get panic for nothing.

I will not answer any calls and reply any smses. Sorry. In another word, I'm shutting down my my Hp. And yes, on my 012 number. I got two phones okay?

The reason is that, too many things had happened this year.

I had some drastic changes.

So I wanted to recollect myself.

I'm really tired of many things here.

Ha.ha.

From Sunday onward till next wednesday.
(16th-19th of Nov)

You will not be seeing me online, or blogging but bear with me.

I will back on Wednesday.

Thanks a lot!

Dedication Written by Julius. , at 10:36 AM, in Labels: Dedication

Ah, is over a year now. (okok, almost a year now)


hmm


Quite funny that, for me, who was in the Jan/Feb intake 2008 of A-levels had finished exam while, me (ex)-class mate still doing it until next week.


Haha


This post is dedicated to them.


No, no, I'm not nostalgia kind of guy. Don't get me wrong. Just that, they all were my (ex)-class mate, and not going to see them for such a long time. Ha-ha.

Well, to Sylvea ( you still own me a present!! hehe), Cathy (my dear sister), Mitchell (my dear friend), Rajinah (we attack each other, no, she attacks everytime) and who else? Haha Anyone lar, wishing them all the best in the future understaking.

Why Am I here? Written by Julius. , Friday, November 14, 2008 at 5:57 AM, in Labels: not okay at all.

What the hell am I doing in here??

I couldn't sleep since 4 am. 4 am!

Dah lar, later, Law exam.

If I get headache later, I'm toasted.

Serious sh!t

Stupid flu, headache, fever, and sore throat.

Feel like wanna yell.

At 4 am, I suddenly woke up, then suddenly feeling cold, yes is very cold, I get up and switch off the air-con. One hour later, my body temperature is freakin' hot.

WTH?????

Why I always get sick during exam time???

Seriously, days ago, I feel like beating people up if they offend me.

Today, I think I will.

I don't care who the hell you are, once you offended me, you gonna pay for it, and the price is high.


Headache, again.

Screw up my day.

Last day some more.

Thank you very much, virus.

SPM Written by Julius. , Tuesday, November 11, 2008 at 11:17 AM, in Labels: I'm not from this world.

Okay, I may not be taking SPM, period. No, forever.

But I'm wishing all SPM students to do well, Good Luck. You all can do it!!
FIGHT!

Especially to those my friends and Sim-san, don't get too nervous ya.

hehe

According to unknown resourse.

SPM= Sijil Paling Mudah. or something like that. Ha-ha. So is easy ar? ha. ha. Higly Amusing. Yet, I don't care soooo much. ke.ke.

Anyway, really sorry to readers for not updating anything new stuff. Well, you see, I'm inside my house 24/7 until my next paper is due. Not like I dontt want to get out, just that I'm freakin' lazy to get out.

Anyhow, friday last paper!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!
I can't wait!!
I got bunch of things to do!
I can't wait this and that!
I can't wait NOT to go back to college this December.
hahaha
Why lar Malaysia don't have winter season, even though with our Malaysia 'Boleh' spirit?
Sigh*
Shall I fly to Japan or England or at least, China?
Unless,
I create snow in Malaysia.
Sayonara.

Exam Written by Julius. , Sunday, November 9, 2008 at 4:48 PM, in

Next week,

Thursday and Friday.

Will be my last paper for As syllabus.

After 3.30 pm on Friday, the exam will be over!!!

OMG!!!!

I CAN'T WAIT!!!

Week after week, exam finally gonna be over.

Oh, next tuesday, SPM will starts.

Unbelieable.

This is the time or less, I was suppose prepared for SPM examination and of course, last year.

Time skipped by so freakin' fast. Scary.

I'm no longer a High School student. I'm still remember having those exam tension or stress while on the way having my dear Spm. I realised that, I'm more calm than last year.

Yet, I'm not mature enough.

I still think I'm not ready for everything. Not that I'm lacking of confidence. Just that, year ago, I began to enjoy something and is too fast. While all these while, I never know what I truly intend to have or wanted. I'm still far from knowing what is life. What is the meaning of life. What is the meaning of this and what's the meaning of that. Perhaps, all the knowledge passed down by my mentors are still not enough for me to develop. As, one might said, learn and acquired knowledge throughout your life.

Life.

Death.

A cycle of every human being.

Some people died without being cared, being recognise or being loved.

But some found out his/her most precious thing in their life before they die.

Do readers know what is the most precious thing in your life?

Do readers figured it out?

One might said, family and one might said something else.

It is important for one to know what are the precious thing in their life as time limits everything you want to do.

Me, too will say, my family. But there is more. But I do not know what it is.

I'm still searching for answers.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Written by Julius. , Thursday, November 6, 2008 at 8:08 PM, in Labels: Birthday.

Happy Birthday to SYLVEA!!
Aiya, I don't have any pictures of this pork chop.
But wishing her always be happy and have merry years ahead!
keke^^

wooohoo Written by Julius. , Wednesday, November 5, 2008 at 12:14 PM, in

Why Barack Obama could be THE NEXT PRESIDENT?
hahaha no need why liao because,

OBAMA ALREADY WON THE PRESIDENTIAL!!

he's the first ever black American to become President!

wooohooo

Okay, and what the hell am I being soooo overly reacted?

ha-ha.

My new role model, I guess.

Anyhow, I think he deserves or more accurately, a suitable one to be president than McCain.

So let see how wil he contribute to his country and to the world, especially, since there is an economic downturn.

And also, will he fulfill the promises he had made?

we will see!

keke^^

GOGOGO OBAMA!!

(3 posts in a day, OMG. WHY am I that excited? Is not like we going to have a new president in here, eh wait, soon, right? ;3)

OBAMA Written by Julius. , at 10:05 AM, in Labels: Vote

I support Obama! Or in fact, if win, he's gonna be my next role model. Gonna buy books about what he thinks and said.

Hope he will win the presidential!

It shows that, the world should not be, RACIST.

You get the drift.

Maybe I should go to America, since if America's first Black President can win, me, also can.

Keke^^

Unsure. Written by Julius. , at 9:56 AM, in Labels: I think I love myself.

I hate this weird sensation.

Is like the same thing like last time.

I think I don't want.

Yea, I don't want. :3

Anyhow, good luck for students who taking any paper for tomorow.

For tomorrow's.

Love Written by Julius. , Monday, November 3, 2008 at 9:57 AM, in Labels: l.o.v.e

hahahaha

Here we go again, discussing the most talkable issue, Love.

Do you know DODO CHENG? The Hong Kong hostress-actress? Look above the picture.

Recently, she just spilt with her boyfriend, Lui Fong, singer cum actor of 16 years.

OMG

16 years

Unbelieveable long, and finally, they call it off. 16 years, not everyone can stand to be together for so long without tying the knot. DoDo reported that, their lifestyle is different thus the spitting. Okay, so that's mean coffee and tea can never be together. I guess is true. There is one discussion between Lily and Jamie (both of them are my classmate), they said they got differences so that's why they will get along together well, or something like that, I can't remember. Well, is true cause of differences, we share each other's taste and perferences. I guess, more variety. But, still, a subjective question. Maybe too many differences, cause us to be frustrated to each other.

As a respond, to Lily's blog, about the poll, TRUE LOVE...

Was wondering whether true love really existed.

And my friend being sad for not having true love. Is real hard. We don't know the future.

Even you hope it will happen, will it happen? Another subjective question.

Just don't place your hope sooooo highly on love especially, your age where immaturity takes place. I had it once or maybe twice. And is painful.

Well, once bitten twice shy.

Or...and I guess, once a broken string, it can't be amended, yes? Or we really can? Well, love is a forgotten word. hahaha!

Eh, I'm not talking about myself here.

I won't allowed any secret to be leak here, as part of the contract/promise being made to Vincent, so don't you, readers think wrongly here.

Dream. Written by Julius. , Sunday, November 2, 2008 at 4:23 PM, in Labels: holiday

Xian took some time off to blog!


kekeke


Recently, having watched a documentary (maybe....a advertistment or something...)


Xian remembered about one of Xian's dreams which is to visit around the world's beaches. (excuse me is BEACH, not that....bad word...) Well, is associated with travelling around the work but, I think visiting beaches will be my first priority instead of just travelling.

For example, Tahiti.

OMG! Can you imagine living in this place? IS a paradise I tell you!! I really wanted to stay in this place for the rest of my life. Ha-ha But I can't. Maybe visiting this place is far enough to fulfill my dreams. keke

Well, just imagine this

A) Living in Tahiti, with all the cash inflow you have (so that you don't worry about having money problem), everyday life is swimming, enjoying such a peaceful life, at times you can do scuba diving, check out all those beautiful fishes that you never seen before. For those single people out there, can always see pretty girls or boy (eh, Ayush, I know you love it). A paradise. Xian also will gurantee that you will never have high blood pressure. (assuming that you run out of blood cause you saw too many sexay girls or boy, XD)

B) You and your love one staying in Tahiti or every elsewhere!!! OMG, beach is one of the romantic place you should ever visit with your love one! NO DOUBT! Xian is actually waiting for this day to come hahaha Funny but is really nice to travel together and stay together in this amazing thing! I'm assured that there will be plenty of activities you and your love one can do. And most are arranged by the hotel. Okay, I'm waiting for this day to come!!

C) Friends!!! The more the merrier? Ha-ha subjective question. But it is still the best doing all sort of activities with your best friends! You can imagine having BBQ party at night and play volley ball in the day. Enjoy to the max.

D) hahaha last one, when you get old, you and your wife/husband staying in place like Tahiti or Hawaii is an ablsolute way to enjoy your retirement age as you may want to lead a peaceful life after a harsh years of working, fighting and stuffs. It is still far for me, but this is my last resort to stay in such place, when I retired.

Well...I think I had promoting enough about beach. But it is still the best to live with your love one and Of course, beach. keke^^

Then there is this, people are tend to run away from responsibility or too lazy to carry the responsibility. I guess they after having much fun, they throw all those rubbish and stuff on the beach. Some even throw toxic in the river and where it will carry the flow to the ocean thus created water pollution and destroying the marine or aquatic life. Unfortunately, human...

As a human, after having a great time, try to carry your responsibility and do not forget your action will bring effects to third party (ENVIRONMENT (THE BEACH), etc)

SO SAY YES TO BEACH! AND SAY NO TO POLLUTION!

Tagged....By...Sylvea... Written by Julius. , Saturday, November 1, 2008 at 9:30 AM, in Labels: You kena tag

1.) What is the relationship of you and her/him?

Good friends.

2.) Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

Shy, funny, Cheerful, friendly and reliable.

3.) The most memorable things she/he have said to you

erm....all those lines from HK dramas.

4.) The most memorable things she/he have said to you
A repeated question?

5.) If she/he become your lover,you will
OMG, become my pork chop?

6.) If she/he become your enemy,you will...
Buy a bazooka or something like that, blast em'.

7.) If she/he becomes your lover,she/he has to improve on
Just be yourself.

8.) If she/he becomes your enemy,the reason is
She said she hates me.

9.) The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Giving her the birthday present.

10.) The overall impression of her/him is...
Funny...especially her action. keke

11.) How do you think the people around you feel about you?
I think they think I'm lansi. But I don't care.

12.) The character of you for yourself is?
Lansi gua. Lazy. A bit shy. Extrovert faker. Introvert by heart. I don't like strangers. But Xian had changed a bit due to my future prospect.

13.) What do you hate about yourself?
Laziness....absolutely.

14.) The most ideal person you want to be is?
My other two mentors.

15.) For the people who care about you and like you,say something to them
All the best.

Ten people to tag
1.) Pei Yen
2.) Steph
3.) Edi
4.) Lily
5.) CoCo
6.) Gwen
7.) Genise
8.) Carine
9.) Wei Lynn
10.) Mope

Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
I have no idea.

No.3 a male or a female?
Male.

If no.7 and no.10 were together,would it be a good thing
Both are girls..but...Xian can't predict the future. So....next

How about no.5 and 8?
Both are girls....and one in Malaysia and one in Phil

What is no.1 studying about?
A-levels, pre-law

no.4 single?
Single.

Say something about no.6
A good friend! keke^^

Happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends. Written by Julius. , Monday, October 27, 2008 at 5:22 PM, in Labels: celebration

Quotes. Written by Julius. , at 1:13 AM, in Labels: lalala

"I could have loved you once and even said it
But you went away
When you back it was too late

and LOVE IS A FORGOTTEN WORD, remember?"

Quoted by Marilyn Monroe

At first, I found this quotation.....I was like.....WOW!

Can you imagine this?

The words is soooo GENG! keke^^

Love is a forgotten word

It won't happen to me, I guess.

Arrigo Botto:

"When I saw you, I fell in love and you smiled because you knew"

This is sweet, I tell you.

Sweet as an apple pie.

keke^^

will I have the chance to use it? keke^^

Dedicated to my ariku(sis) in Philippines Written by Julius. , Wednesday, October 22, 2008 at 8:29 PM, in Labels: Dedication

Okay, Xian really don't want to blog but Xian need to do so.
This post is dedicated for my lil sis in Philippines. She wrote this poem just for me!
hahaha
Really, really touched by what she had wrote
Really appreciate it ya, CoCo!!
Millions of thank you!!
Just in case readers think she is really my sister, nope, she's unrelated. haha just became her brother and she became my sister. Thank you again Coco!

*A MAN BEHIND THIS*
A man who is there but not in my side,
He guided me for having lost in mind
He never give up forreason that he might had,
I will never forget his words when i am sad.
He is a person that anyone be inspired of,
he is the person who knows me by the way I am.
I became a better perso when he came to my life,
And i could rather meet him and hope that day will come.
You gave me the best words that you have in your life,
I’ll always cherish those words you spend just for me,
You never took a second to help me when I’m in tough
Though we cannot see each other.
One of my sweet smile is dedicated to you,
I never thought that I’ll meet a person someone like you,
Whom I gave some of my best smile as your ariko,
Who also heal my sleepless night by having gorgeously soft pillow.
I may not be that person who will make you laugh,
But I want to be one of the reason why you survive each peak in your life,
Because you gave me hope when i’m intensely distress
And will always remember how you change my hateable life.


hehe

My friends Written by Julius. , Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 7:59 PM, in Labels: READY 2 FIGHT?

Received a rare call from my old classmates.
Didn't expect that they said they want to visit my house.
Well, of course I agreed lar.
My old friends.
hahaha
BUT THEY CAME HALF AN HOUR LATE.
lolz
not that I mind tho.

Well, I do expect Edi and Rif will be coming but I didn't expect Farah and Adilla.
lol
Glad to see them again.
hahah
Wah, Edi's hair is longer that mine!!!
And he straighten it or...whatever we call.
Hahaha
I'm glad to see him again.
keke^^
Wish all of them well lar.

Most important.
I don't want to blog until my exam is over.
So that's mean from 20th of october until 14th of november.
hahaha
maybe....
Weekend I will blog hahahahaha
DEPENDD lar.

SO GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO ARE TAKING A-LEVELS!
GAMBATTE!
GO FOR IT!
FIGHT FOR IT!
ALL THE BEST!
FIGGGGGHT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHAN YEW JIN! Written by Julius. , at 11:42 AM, in Labels: Birthday.

(hmm, nice donut! PEACE!!)

Is my buddy's birthday!!!
Wishing him always be happy and have merry years ahead!!
(hmm, this is the only latest pix I have, hope you don't mind ya!! hehe)
TAKE CARE ALWAYS YA!

Days. Written by Julius. , Thursday, October 16, 2008 at 8:25 PM, in Labels: lalala

WOW!

Arrive in college at 11 am. Then I saw Mr.T and Mrs K (names are changed to protect their identity from Onion Kun. lolz. They want to photocopy something, and coincidencely, I also need to do the same thing, thanks to Jason. So I followed them. We cross the bridge to get to the photoshop. I hope you know where is the brigde, you know, monorail?

Upon arriving the stupid and blardi shop, the workers are like !#$%^&*.....

Serious weih....

They attitude is sooo....

Never mind....Malaysia...Boleh...

They are very slow. So slow that....after you go to Times square, walk one round, drink some tea or blue mountain, see some leng luis then come back also won't finish the work.

Ah!!

There is one old man, asking Mr.T where is the bank. Mr.T mistakenly, point it somewhere. And the old man really follows. Amazingly, Mr.T thought the 4D logo looks like a Maybank's logo, the old man walk straight to......I dunno where he went. but....Life goes on. Actually, is good for the old man tho, at least, he indulge in some exercise. hahaha

The rest is history.

Okay, while waiting, we went to the mamak stall, where I introduce to two of them. lolz
We eat and our blood are feed by mosquitos.

Sh!it.

lolz

After thats, is history.

When to Kepong de Jusco.

Bought lots of stuff!

Then, I saw my senior!!
Well, we didn't talk or say hi
but, I always saw her. When going back to home using ktm, saw her and many times lar.
lol
Well, before Jackie and someone else, she actually is my first college crush tho.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
I don't think she will read my blog sooooo is I'm safe.
And I don't think Vincent will ask me to delete this post because of this issue, right?
hahahahahahahaha

Well, just few minutes ago, me and my parents went to pet shop, wow!!!
The Golden Retriver!!!!!!!
soooo big sooo cute!!!
hahahahahaha
Maybe he will comes to my house tomorrow.
wawawa

later!

Freedom....Fly away! Written by Julius. , Wednesday, October 15, 2008 at 11:41 AM, in Labels: I'm not from this world.

Early in the morning, Vincent called me. He told me that my recent post (People) is very bad for my image. He then requested me to delete that post. So Xian agreed. lolz
Is obvious that I got some sounding from him lar. He also told me, not to write soooo many things about me, afraid will give a negative image and nothing much about private information. So in friendster I will soon edit the "about me" section. And also I will not be able to give my msn and yahoo account. He said I can give if Xian already know him/her but avoid giving it thru online (maybe a leng lui or two, I will give hahaha).

He also wanted me not to touch any sensitive issues. He afraid I will get my butt into ISA's. lol
So no vulgary, no sensitive issues and no whatever.

Geez....Where the hell am I going to have my freedom???????

Even Art.10 of ECHR allows me to have freedom to express whatever whatever. lolz
hate it...!!
(btw, is it art.10??? hah!!!)

Oh ya, Shah Rukh Khah, goona be a Datuk.
wow! He's given because he was in Malacca doing some film. Promoting Malacca!
He's not even a Malaysian, man!!!
And does he knows what's a Datuk means??????
I do agree with some article saying that, now Datuks-ship is given to not so good people and didn't even contributed to contry. Some say datuk-ship can be....Sh!t.....no sensitive issue here.
OMG...
Well, if the the Indian mega superstar can be given accolade. WHY WON'T I also get the same thing in the future? Maybe the cabbies who bring in foreigners to Malacca, also can be consider as promoting Malacca, yes yes, we should give the cabbies the Datuk-ship. hahahaa!
Funny Malaysian.

WOW Written by Julius. , Tuesday, October 14, 2008 at 7:02 PM, in Labels: statisfied consumer~

Amazing...I tell you....Amazing.

For the first time, I didn't curse the KTM train.

The train today waited for me, too.

I reached home freakin early.

FUYOO!!!

Xian gives 5 stars!!!!!

REALLY GOOD!!

hahaha

Kena Tagged.......Thanks to Sylvea. XD Written by Julius. , Sunday, October 12, 2008 at 1:05 AM, in Labels: You kena tag

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
B.) Tag 12 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.)Continue this game by sending it to other people
Seriously I don't much people to tag with.

1) Cathy

2) Ayush

3) Genise

4) Wei Lynn

5) Rac

6) Lily

7) Pei Yen

8-12) Undisclosed

01. What have you been doing recently?
I had been tryin to study......online...photosessions....and stuff....
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off

yep, to get some sleep. can you imagine of getting calls in the middle of the night??
03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?

Sleeping soundly.
04. When did you last cry?

do I actually cry?
05. Believe in fate/destiny?

sort of...
06. What do you want in your life right now?

I have the right to remain silent.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?

I wanted just to use my hood. But umbrella better...If you get wet, you will get sick.
08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?

Everything on my bed...
09. What bottom are you wearing now?

Wo de Tian......do I need to check now????
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

I love you. yea, really.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

Never ever wanted to try.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

Nope...
13. What was the last movie you caught?

Forget....
14. What are you proud of?

Myself.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?

Is a cute message.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Chao Xi huan Ni-Fei Lun Hai.
17. Do you have any nicknames?

I got dozen of it....
18. What does you last received text message say?

Gudnight.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?

2 am.
20. Are you currently happy?

Exam is less than 2 weeks
21. Who gives you best advice?

My mentor.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

Crazy...
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

eh....I forgot....Got 3 to 5 people called me le....
24.Is anyone bugging you right now?

erm....nope...I think...
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

eh....
26. Do you wear toe socks?

Existed before? I had no idea.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from

eh....Nisha, I think...
28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?

Who created this question up??? duhhh
29. What annoys you most in a person?

Two timers....Cheaters...Betrayers....
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

You mean now? Yuppie!
31. Have you ever done cocaine?

Cocaine? Cock de aine? nope, no thanks.
32. What is the colour of your room?

Sky Green.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

Give reason why must I refuse.
34. Do you believe in the saying of:talk is cheap?

You can manipulate...confuse people with you talk. You decide it.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

eh....mum.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?

Forget jor.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

never kissed anyone...
38. Do you have a life?

Duhhh
39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?

Yawn~
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

don't have one wor...
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Wonder when was my last dream....
42. Last time you smiled?

why bother...
43. Have you changed this year?

My friends said I did...
44. What are you listening right now?

Suteki Da ne (Isn't it beautiful) by Rikki
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?

Naw...
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or close?

Wo de Tian......
47. Is there a quote you live by?

To be or not to be, is none of you business.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

Obviously....got lar....
49. Have you ever played an instrument? Piano....My friend taught me a sesat song. Giutar....acting like I know how...Flute....
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

(go to class) Shhhhhh secret..
51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?

Onlining.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

hahhh I'm single lar.
53. What song best describe your love life?

I kissed a girl. sung by dunno which girl artist. JKJK. I'm single lar. Got songs about single want meh?
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

eh....maybe...
55. Who always make you laugh?

this year, my dear AYUSH.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?

yeah...
57. Favourite website (s)blogs

Blog? Friendster? hahahaa

58. What's your middle name?
JE. Chak. Zhek.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Staying at home. NONO, going to check out my new house.
60. What do you think you are like?
Am lazy to answer....
61. Who will you choose to die with?
Nobody.
62. Where have you been today?
24 hours inside the house.
63. What game do you play often?
IQ games....and psp games also.
64. Who are you missing right now?
NOBODY AT ALL.
65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
Chose the middle. Myself.
66. What are you doing right now?
WO DE TIAN.....I'm stuck on doing this.....thanks to my dear pork chop. Is 100 questions....
67. Which primary school are you from?

Got three le....lazy to mention....(OKAY OKAY, I admit...forgot the name liao.)
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black, Blue and follow my mood.
69. What emotion you like to show?

Show? eh....nope. Why people want to bother?
70. What is your life to you?
Full of challenges.
71/ If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
Kick his ass.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Privacy. Privacy. Art.8 of ECHR, I have the right to privacy. (okay okay..is for European.)
73. Who do you admire most?

My mentor.
74. Which month are you born in?
December.
75. How are you feeling right now?

sleepy....
76. What is the time now?

1.56 AM. Note that is AM.
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

Great girl.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Is 3D. according to them...Got red lar, brown lar, and orange lar.
79. Why are you doing this test?
IS 100 questions.....Do you enjoy?
80. What do you do when you're moody?
Singing.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
30-35.
82. Who is more important to you?
My mum.
83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?

Try something new.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?

Myself and my mum.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
In Malaysia, you can only see 3 to 4 colours....
86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
KING.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Do I really need to mention?
88. Do you believe in eternity love?

Sort of.
89. What feeling do you love most?
I'm too sleepy to think. Next.
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
It'd started years ago.
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
......being annoyed. Humilated......
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
maybe.
93. Do you believe in God?

Yes, I do.
94. Who cares for you most?

My mum. Others, I don't know.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?

I do not know.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
My katana? Brass knuckle?
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Not much,but i do regret not doing a lot of stuff
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Like I cared.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Kick the guy's nut first. Then, ditch the girl.
100. How do you feel now?
......

BACK Written by Julius. , Saturday, October 11, 2008 at 11:37 PM, in Labels: back back back back

I'm BACK!!!
FINALLY!!
FINALLY I'M back!!
Can critise people!!
wawa
Is a long story actually.
Is the same thing with my old blog. But I dunno how, why, when. Thanks to Cathy, my blog is revived!!

Wahahahaha
she did some magic, I think!
Yes, she must have did something!!!
Wo de Tian!!
Finally, I'm back!!!!




p.s
Exam is just around the corner, say, less than 14 days?
hahaha

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What do we call that? Love? Written by Julius. , Thursday, October 2, 2008 at 10:26 PM, in Labels: l.o.v.e

Xian would like to ask you guys that

is it really important for you to have love?

I think people can have lot of crushes but true love only comes once in a while. Do you readers agree?

So what I'm thinking is just a point of view. Xian saw many of my friends putus cinta and I'm worried as well. Cause its really painful. But Life must goes on right? hehehe



Every girls always wanted to feel secured from their boyfriends. Xian also believe that guys need the same. Whatever y'all disagreed, I don't give a damn. Xian Tian will still say guys need it as well. However, funny as it seems. This leads to jealousy! hahaha! funny!



When one meets another. You then started to 'regisiter' your interest. You do all kind of stuffs to lure his/her attention. Is obvious right? One of my friend who is very lanci(sombong lar) done all those silly and stupid things just to get the girl, who is now his girlfriend. Of course Xian are happy to see them together lar. Time against time, created love. What I mean is love need time. Xian do not believe in love in a first sight (there again, is not subjected to y'all to agree). Cause I believe feeling is the most important thing. Love in a first sight is just an interest or a crush. How can one suddenly in love with somebody if you meet him/her for the very first time? Amazing.

There is secret love, too. You like somebody but you hide yourself under the tree hoho
Curi-curi de ai is very hard o. You do not know his/her feeling to you yet you need to pretend there nothing there. So brace yourself and tell him/her! lol
No matter what is the outcome, you had tried your best. No need to be regret. In fact you will be relieve. All those stupid feelings hide under your heart will burst if you don't let them know.
Is amazing at times, like what my friend told me, when you looking for one, you cannot see it, when it appears, you didn't notice! I believe its true, though. Xian Tian actually never notice this girl before. In fact Xian actually interested with another girl. Slowy, Xian didn't know either how XIAN started to develop some feelings to this girl. hahaha really funny. I finally let her know how I feel. Even thought we are not something more than just a friend. Xian wish her well. We are always will be friends.

Well, the reason for me to babble here is because of my dear friends who get upset over the broke up. I felt funny when they said they want to threaten themself to die. I think is a foolish act. Dumb. But Xian do think the guys are stupid, too. When a girl said she give everything for you, that's the girl you should treassure it. Funny lar. Love sometimes ruin ur freakin' life away.
Better watch out.

Attention Written by Julius. , at 5:15 PM, in Labels: lalala

Hmm

sorry guys, the sassy with MR.Daniel had been cancelled.

Mr.Daniel will be free on saturday.

So if somebody wants to have sassy with him on saturday, do let me know ya!

Last Day Written by Julius. , Tuesday, September 30, 2008 at 7:15 PM, in Labels: sweet days

Dear Readers, Xian Tian had finally returned home from Ipoh!! lolz
After one night in Ipoh, the experiences are great and wonderful. How I hope that the holiday+work are not as late as now. Exam is coming soon. I was happyily doing my work and having fun rooming around the city but with guilty pressure in my heart. lolz

Today is the last day of mine to be lazy, have fun, play games and online for long hours.

I'd determined to study hard during this 4 days. Xian really need to get started after all of his friends had started doing their revision. I wouldn't want to lose behind them. I don't care what the pressure and stress level I am having, just imagine you can get great grades for your result. Is wonderful, right? Having these pressure is fun and challenging. I love this kimochi (feeling).

Thus, I have to start to online less now. Maybe will online at night time, will try to avoid online as much as possible and try not to online during the day. My another rules will be avoiding late night sleep. Hopefully by before mid night, I should head to bed.

Anyway, this friday will be coming down to college to have sassy with Mr.Daniel. Who is interested you may contact me and let me know about it. And ya, I will be going out to times square, erm, this I'm not inviting y'all to come. hahaha

Anyway, two friends of mine had started to motivate me to study like hell.
The first friend, Lily, she really determined to study like crazy this whole week (CHECK HER BLOG AND YOU WILL KNOW) and she also voluntereed to wake me up every morning...! THANK YOU SO MUCH. The next person is Sylvea, she willing not to online anymore, I mean not anymore lar, until her exam is over. lolz I bet she's studying right now. Either both of them lar.
hehehe

Tomorrow is Hari Raya.
I suppose if this is last year, Xian very sure that Xian won't be studying but playing games...!
Well, wishing those who celebrate Hari Raya, receive lots of duit raya and have fun...!
And to those who taking spm, pmr, a-levels or whatever exam y'all having, good luck!!

GO FOR IT!!!
FIGHT FOR IT!!!
Gambatte kudasai!!!

p.s
More pix to be post soon.

What a day! Written by Julius. , at 12:20 AM, in Labels: pix pix

Awaken by Vincent's calls. He knows Xian won't be able to wake up early. hahaha So he called me twice to ensure I really woke up by his calls. I dunno what time I woke up and I don't know what time we started the destination. (Suppose to travel to Ipoh with Vincent, but Xian's mum wanted to go along to Ipoh, not because of my work). I reached the place where Vincent asked me to wait for them. Bidur, if I am not mistaken. One last thing is i hate makeup....I allergic to it. sh!t...my face was a bit....Xian Tian dunno what to say. lolz I think around 11 something the session was over! Waited for mum for 15 minutes. Thanks mum for covering it for me ;)

I requested the photographer to zoom in to take this picture and let me have it!! HE AGREED! THANK YOU SO MUCH NAMELESS PHOTOGRAPHER!!

On the way to TUK ALANG...nothing to do....so I took picture inside the car!!! hohohohoho I got nothing to do...lolololol

look at those yummy and delicious prawn...!!! I purposely asked my mum to take this picture! But hor, the restaurant didn't allowed to take picturers. So bad boys rules. lolz I will tell ya the restaurant's name next time. SEE I'M PROMOTING YOU GUYS !!!

I met Pei Yen and her friend, Sumsum in Parkson shopping complex. I waited for her in the Popular for like 30 minutes plus plus....The shop is very hot....lousy air-con...we took this pix illegaly inside the shop. we waited for the sales promoter to move away and we snap!! hahaha my face look extra big le...hahaha

I'm heading back to my home soon....

Real soon...

soon...

hahaha

Hey, Sylvea, I'd fulfill my promise jor. So I'm expecting something out of it. ha.ha.ha.

p.s.

readers must be wondering why so little of pictures

simple.

All those pix we taken today was with the photographer.

And is not for publishing purpose as well.

lol

I got more pictures in my lap top but, lazy to post it. XD

A tiring day yet enjoyful day.

Fahrenheit's member's translated blogs Written by Julius. , Sunday, September 28, 2008 at 5:14 PM, in

Yoh, look what I had found

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/frhgloba1

this website is for those bananas who cannot read chinese characters...(ahem* me, etc)

I found it useful (for bananas lar) and interesting.

Drop in and check it out.

P.s.

I still wanna go to the concert....
and Shoo off this f***ing stress.
Any ideas how? lolz

IPOH here I come...! Written by Julius. , at 11:25 AM, in Labels: stress go away...

Yay, tomorrow going Ipoh means not need to study and rot at home. I had been trying to escape from studying from these past few days. But is it a good decision??

Stress mah, need to relax, my friend told me. And I remember Mr.Edgar (my Buss lecturer), he told us that you want to play, play like crazy but when you need to study, study seriously. lolz Okay, the term play is for you to define. I'm eating Mr.Edgar's advice and relax to the max....! At least kill of the stress level and be cool.

I promised myself I have to give my heart to study after returning from Ipoh and I already ensure that I will never, never participate any extra activities from my label. They agreed I will be on hiatus until my exam is over.

I wonder will they sponsor me to watch Fei Lun Hai's concert if I said I want to learn something from them???

Imagine this:

Xian: Hey, Vincent Ge, can I go for the Fei Lun Hai's First concert?
Vincent: What the hell? You think our company is what? Your benefactor???
Xian: Nonono, I can gain some experiences from this concert!
Vincent: WTF? Like how?
Xian (hesitating): er...er....learn how to charm, learn how to pose and er...whatever I can learn la
Think for awhile*
Vincent: sh!t Your right! I'm going to book the VIP seat for you. Go and enjoy.
JUMP HERE AND THERE
Xian (trying to stay cool): Vincent, I will TRY my best to learn!! XD

(OKAY, THIS IS FOR COMIC RELIEF PURPOSE, I'm having stress, apa you mau kisah?)

hahaaa

I'm not bringing back any souvenir. I'm vacationing+working in Ipoh...But I will get something for Sylvea. Yes, Sylvea only. Don't think something else, is for her birthday present (maybe a birthday card or two XD)

Yesterday and Today Written by Julius. , Saturday, September 27, 2008 at 12:29 PM, in Labels: Shining days

Wahliao, didn't do my blogging for two days.
ahahaha

Okay, let me talk about my adventure with Joseph and Ayush, two days ago.

1 pm+: Having lunch in McD.
: Then Joseph called, asked Ayush where are we. Minutes later, Joseph join us.
: While he eating and shaking the French Fries, he received a call. His friend needed our
as her car broke down. Well, I don't mind lending a hand and see how miserable will
be. And aslo as an excuse to go in late for the business class XD. Well, Ayush will helps as
long as the friend is a girl. XP
: The journey begins now. Joseph or her friend misinterpreted, we walk back to our
college, and head near to the Chinese Temple. The hell begins here. Joseph called again,
we walked back to McD and this we walk near to the LRT. Then SALAH LAGI! We walked back to the Temple and walk across the bridge. WHAT A PAIN!! under the hot sun some more.
Everyone were sweating and babbling around lolz
2pm+: Times flew by, the class started and WE are walking around the city while Joseph
caryying his fries and nuggets lolz After walking here and there (I dunno where are we)
Finally, yes, finally we found her friend, Ms.L and her friend inside the black Proton wira.
According to Joseph, her car broke down few times already. FOR HEAVEN's SAKE
change the car lar. Upon reaching there we just do the talk. Actually, Ms.L wanted us to
tolak the car to somewhere near the roundabout. HELO? WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF
MIDDLE OF THE ROAD! WE WILL GET KILLED IF WE DO. After much talk, we
sit inside her car. lol. RAIN mah. Apa mau buat? lol Later while, the tow truck came.
Sweat. Can you imagine that if our parents coincidencely passed by and saw us??? I don't
know what to say. XD And Vincent....if he knows....what the F*** I'm doing....ha.ha.ha
After much work and effort, we finally got back to college. The journey doesn't end
here. Suddenly, Joseph's leg cramp! The chain of leg cramp didn't stop, when I reached the
college entrance, MY TURN PULAK!! SHIT! I was wishing that AYUSH to get the same
thing!! UNFAIR!! Oh well, our Mission can be considered successful. XD

Okay, after much of the drama and play. I do think I lost weight, at least a bit le. lolz.

I was surprise that somebody told me I had changed.

I am different that last time, according to my friends. Actually, I do think the same. My dear friends told me I used to be cold to strangers. Wouldn't get friendly soooo fast with strangers. I think I know why. hahaha But I'm not going to tell readers about it.

These two days, I had chatted with one of my close friend, Ah Chan. lol I think he changed a lot, too. Nothing I can do about it, right? Changes make people feels different and weird. But that's their business. What should I care?

Duno what title I should put. Written by Julius. , Wednesday, September 24, 2008 at 10:23 PM, in

Today, today, I woke up at 4.30 am!!! Thank you Pei Yen, Kuma-Kuma!! Thanks for calling me!
I really can woke up le!! Amazing!! Wake up calls are so effective. Ha.ha!!

Well, I do think is good, but it ended up being soooooo sleepy and tired during classes.

Tomorow, people will ponteng! Great, really great! They going to have a great time studying at home. At least they have 12 hours more than me....!

So in order not to lose to them, I plan to bangun awal again! hahaha From the greatest courtesty of Pei Yen, again!! ARIGATO!

I'm a kiasu person. I admit I'm.

Hate to lose, Hate Failures.

SAY NO TO KALAH!

Belia BENCI DIKALAH.

lolz

Mr.Daniel told me that the reason why I being lazy is because I'm having stress. Am....I?

OMG, stress is hidden within you...! BEWARE...LOLZ